Scythian

Hm. I guess my reason for appeal is based upon the idea that I don't believe that I am the same person who committed the initial acts. Figuratively speaking, of course. I obviously am the same human being, but I consider myself to have such a vastly different mindset now that I feel that it might be appropriate to give me another chance. I don't intend to pursue membership, let alone another staff role, but I would love to be able to experience the levity of the community along with (IMO) it's high-quality servers. I'm not exactly sure what I can say to convince those I must convince... so I don't really know. I feel like I could enhance or increase the positiveness of the experience that others who play on XG servers by being able to play. It sounds a little bit egotistical (and a bit like a job interview), but I would like to think that I am an amiable fellow. I guess I say it just to emphasize that it might be a positive for the community to allow me to return, and not necessarily entirely a burden.

Sorry man, I understand that's an excuse that is thrown around a lot, but I legitimately feel as though those have been some of the worst times in my short life.

I greatly appreciate your input, Forest and while I agree with you that the actions I committed were both irresponsible and a fundamental betrayal of the responsibility I was given, I disagree with your statement about such an exception to the rules causing others to cite this case as a reason for their personal problems. I believe (both for my own personal sake and from an objective standpoint as possible) that decisions should be made on a case-by-case basis. XG is in the fortunate position of not legally (or even morally) being obligated to make permanent conditionals when it comes to member discipline. Furthermore, I believe that there are three circumstances wich differentiate my case from those of others: 1. I was 12/13 years old when I decided to make these poor decisions. I am now 17 and I believe that my level of maturity and judgment has improved significantly. 2. Similarly to 1, the event happened almost 5 years ago, meaning that there is potentially plenty of time for "rehabilitation" or a change of heart to occur within me (consider the example of a criminal sentenced for life who is able to receive parole) 3. My reputation before the incident was not one of uncaring or disrespect. Before leaving the clan I performed my duties well and often. It was not uncommon for me to be the only staff member on servers for periods of days.

Sorry, I did not see Aegean's message. When I was banned it was for: - Swapping both the T and CT teams in their entirety - Slaying Bleed a couple of times (potentially others, but as I remember it, it was just Bleed) - I think I may have muted everyone(?) (not gag, mute) Beyond that, I honestly cannot remember. Sorry. And by saying that I cannot remember, I do not waive my right to disagree with any other allegations placed against me. I just simply cannot remember everything right at this moment.

So, I have four real-life friends on Steam. Of those four, only one owns CSGO. I have never used his account, let alone used it to join an xG server. I think you have positive intentions by trying to give context, but a few of your statements are outright false.

Sorry for the double post, I was a bit taken aback by these claims. "he had team swapped @all or anyone he didnt like several rounds in a row" I did not target anyone with these team swaps other than Bleed, whom I considered to be a friendly acquaintance at the time. "would constantly evade ban" I never once attempted to evade the ban in any other manner than occasionally trying to connect to the CSGO jailbreak server on the same account I was initially banned on. "and when a previous protest was denied, was "playing for his friend while he got food"" I truly have attempted to have the ban overturned at least once prior, but this claim that I mad an excuse pertaining to the user using my account at the time is false. If you can provide concrete evidence of your claims rather than irresponsibly using quotations marks, I would welcome it.

@Chrono What on earth are you talking about? I have one Steam account to my name and I live in a house with one other person (my father) who has no interest in any type of gaming. I would please like to request proof of these supposed misdeeds as I *know* that I have never done anything other than my last inteeractions as administrator on the server.

Division: Counter-Strike In-Game Name: Knin_ Steam ID: Steam Community :: Knin_ Ban Type: Server Ban Information: Hello everyone. I have once again succumbed to nostalgia and wish to return to the community. It has been nearly five years since my initial ban. Aliases: Zrined Scythian ---The Facts--- I was an Admin for the CS:GO division of xG I mostly played on the Jailbreak servers I was banned on 11-25-12 at 7:09 p.m. The reason for which was admin abuse. I intended to leave the clan after this occurrence. ---My Opinion--- What I did was completely irresponsible and an abuse of the abilities I was entrusted with by the xG Staff and Community. I am heartily sorry not only to those directly affected by my misuse of power, but also to those whose trust I betrayed by performing such actions. I was going through a rough period during my life where I was dealing with many transitions, including leaving my childhood home. To cope with these changes, I would often spend much of my time playing video games. An unhealthy amount of my time. I eventually realized that I couldn't continue with my current course, and decided to "go out with a bang." This was incredibly stupid of me, and again, I am very sorry for my actions. Prior to this occurrence, (IMO) I was a member who was well-respected throughout the clan (despite my young age). ---Conclusion--- I really can't express how dumb and embarrassed I feel for my prior actions, and I would understand if I were not the type of player that xG wants to foster, but I ask that you please consider my plea carefully, as I truly do miss both the outstanding quality of xG's servers, as well as it's incredibly kind and diverse community. Thank you.

Division: Counter-Strike: Global Offensive In-Game Name: Knin_ Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:40331450 Information: It's been like two years, I'm sorry and I want to play Jailbreak.

Bump?

I abused my admin powers, slaying two people and teamswapping everyone twice. (It was part of me "leaving.")

Division: Counter-Strike: Global Offensive In-Game Name: Knin #DAGONOP Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:40331450 Information: I'm Zrined. I'm Scythian. And I was an asshole. In short, now that I've recovered from the problems that influenced my decision 6 months ago, I'd like to ask for forgiveness, and be allowed to play on xG servers again. Thanks, Knin

Eh, nevermind, I'm good.

Have you not realised that about a quarter of the staff was removed recently?

DID NOT say the clan sucked. Understand that. Also, yeah, bit immature of me, but I'm simply not a fan of Unique. Also, saying "Hi" is disrespect? Anyway, not here to argue, just sniffing out bullshit.

Hi Unique!

Haha, IT WAS abuse, but you guys must've never seen proper abuse before, anyway, all opinions respected.

I'm back, clan's been cleaned up (faggots are gone), and I was crazy tired when I left. I can't find another non-bullshit clan around, and I wanted to see if I'd be accepted back in, I miss everyone (honestly).

I... damn this is hard. Well xG, I had a good run with everybody. It pains me to leave, but the clan is simply not what it used to be. As of late many well-known and very well respected members have been leaving. These members, were the ones who made me want to join xG, to be a part of this wonderful community. I tried and tried again to join, I was persistent. Eventually, I was accepted and it was a pretty great day in my life. However, now, the clan has become too segmented and people are mean and hurtful to each other. The qualities of the clan that made me want to join, are gone. I finally decided, after talking to some people and friends, that it's probably best that I don't stay if I don't want to. XenoGamers, I have ignored it until now, but I don't want to stay, and so now, I'm acting on it. Peace.

-1 No, you backseat mod and are arguably the most annoying person on earth.

You are aware that the last post was in June correct? It's November, don't necropost.

Promote him already? No one else in the division gives a shit.

Seems perfectly okay, no problems, +1

+1 Nice and active.

Hi, I'm a living human being. Teach me to rape at CS:GO. Love, Scythian