You can stop trying to sound philosophical, you're not too good at it.
I'm not o_O
It is literally his job >_>
Its literally not my job.
Let me help you with your philosophical epiphany.
My job:
Enforce the rules without bias.
Help people with their questions.
Handle relevant situations on the forums.
Make the server fun, not one that is so strict it loses the fun aspect.
Use my big boy logic to determine what things deserve my attention and what things I should argue over.
Laugh at posts that try and tell me I'm doing my job wrong, especially when those authors are hypocrites.
Honestly, since you pay for everything, you have the right to ban anyone you want for any reason but I will tell the community what happened since you have no regards on how you reflect this community as a leader.
I got permed from Forums yesterday because I decided to criticize by using sarcasm on Silence's choice of making the forums look like it's an MLP fan group. Obviously other then the 5% of Bronies and 10% of furries in the clan, they didn't like the change either thus why the comments in the 2 thread discussions were the way that they were. He didn't like that and instantly insults by stating I (and others) have mental disabilities. Brian and JayBreeze being banned a few months back for making mental disability remarks to Silence due to his brother having Autism so it was kind of understood, but when I asked him that to my recent knowledge of insults directed towards silence couldn't be about any mental disabilities since they were taboo, why he was acting so immature (it's worded differently in the thread, I was using sarcasm again due to his reponse) to which he permed me with the reason "waste of life" or something like that. His last response on the forums to me is basically what my ban reason was on the forums.
Anyways, Silence being the person that he is isn't new. So I go on TF2 Pokemon server today, considering I haven't played TF2 in a while, and the Pokemon server was always fun for me and my friends, I got in and saw Brian there. I used voice chat to talk to him a few times but I don't think he heard me. Then I saw silence on my team as well, to which I typed in admin chat "Is it a perm" . He replied "Yes you waste of shit" to which I didn't retaliate, just stated how it might have been better this way since I always felt the need to post as a "higher voice" cuz I always get mad at some of the idiot posts on xG. Either way, he doesn't reply to that. I ask him about Warrior's demotion regarding CS:S, about Hub's release date, and then when I saw him just spamming GodMode with Infinite weapon mode on the server instead of messaging me back like a civil person, I asked him if he could just respond to me and stop being immature for 10 seconds. He then perms me from all servers with the reason "Immature for 10 seconds my ass"
I was still playing the damn game... so I go onto xG Teamspeak and tell him to fuck off, cuz he always bans me for no reason, to which he then perms me from xG Teamspeak with the reason "Playing outdated shit" ... what?
You all know my history with xG, the reason why I don't rejoin and never felt the need to was solely cuz of Silence/Rhododendron. It's ridiculous how a 19 year old who payed for a community by himself basically for about 4 years can be such a twit and make himself and the entire community look bad singlehandedly. He is the reason why xG ever got targeted from other communities, why HG banned all of xG before I got us unbanned, and why other higher up leaders and dedicated members decided to leave. I just wish to be unbanned from TS and Servers, I don't care about forums, as no matter what I post as a positive way to help this community, it should be something an actual higher up should say instead of me, so they can learn to mention problems and deal with it themselves instead of an ex co-leader.
Here are links of proof.
Gyazo - 54c82ad27dfd5daaa287d9f271bf37d2.png <-- asking about my perm
Gyazo - 37348700f7b89f192aaacb2facfc6e19.png <-- Him insulting me
Gyazo - 8771410b759231d5c4637705adcba07c.png <-- Responding to his insult
Gyazo - 88bf25828bbf61af38076bdec83b7a1e.png <-- silence activating overpowered ammo and spammable attack for himself
Gyazo - 55a0317911f8b3791d3a010893dd91c7.png <-- me asking silence about Hub
Gyazo - 0f96dd4661ac66c7c115172fe2780c4c.png <-- asking if he could respond to me and stop being immature
Gyazo - 9acc99f2dd18a810ed87e14818ce0acf.png <-- Server Ban
Gyazo - bf3bd7cdf3829a6d6f7480fa5e18f61c.png <-- TS ban
TL;DR: I got permed from everything due to the leader of the clan not liking my remarks on how he does his best to make this clan look bad in every aspect possible, and would rather troll than to work on community problems (i.e. Hub) I would like an unban from TS and Servers. Forum ban can stay because I won't post again after this anyways.
Lelzors got a reaction from Matsi in Lelzors - Team Fortress 2
