No.
for an actual explanation of your reason I’m saying no, you’re staff first of all, and should know better than to break rules. Secondly your “meme warnings” we actually went over with you in staff chat and thoroughly explained why they weren’t meme warnings and you refuse to understand that you can’t go around posting the n word just because. I can care less if someone baits you. You’re supposed to be staff. Be better. Third, even after being THOROUGHLY explained about all the times you fucked around and fucked up and got called out for it, you continue doing it all the time, to the point that I’m straight up tired of giving warnings. You clearly don’t listen to them.