i know from own experiance, people who are serieus about commiting suicide, will never make this public, because it could ruin there attempt, people who survived an attempt, shall never brag about it, because the shame is to big, i know people who are saying they wanna commit suicide mostly don't have the courage to do so, but are trying to get attention to a surtain problem, ignoring the problem or disgracing the person, could furder encourage this person to do so.
i know Duckii haz problems and that he's trying to get attention to, and i must admit, dropping the problem at xG's feet was a stupid thing to do, because you guys know shit about what 's happening in real life that's why you're all reacting to ignore the problem, to replace it back at duckii and judging for it and not taking his attemt to talk and explain about it serieus.
so i'm asking you all, right now, could you live with the fact, that you could have save some one's life by just listening to him/her or could have heplt this person to see other things in life then only his/her problems
here's what i wrote Duckii earlier this night:
03:18 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: I've lost way to many people
03:18 - FirstblooD: if not, get rid of her
03:18 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: Because everyone always ends up leaving me
03:18 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: and giving up
03:19 - FirstblooD: and you will lose more in the future, it's a part of life
03:19 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: I'm not worth anything to anyone
03:19 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: What is the point to go on
03:19 - FirstblooD: learning
03:19 - FirstblooD: growing stronger
03:20 - FirstblooD: sharping your view
03:20 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: i only grow weaker
03:20 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: and more sad
03:21 - FirstblooD: and that is a choise you make
03:21 - FirstblooD: by diving deeper into your feelings
03:22 - FirstblooD: learn to love your self before loving another
03:23 - [xG|DB] Duckii Jr.: other people make it hard to think good upon myself
03:23 - FirstblooD: why botherr?
03:23 - FirstblooD: thats there problem not yours
03:26 - FirstblooD: i really do not care about what people think of say bout me, i see it as publisity, and there's no bad publisity, but no publisity, get it?
03:37 - FirstblooD: after my first relation i got depressed, hoocked and also lost the will to live, took way to many pills, they found my and emptied my stomake, if i had died back then, i would had never met Misss and you wouln never had the chance to learn from me
beleave me, i've been trough a lot in life and ain'nt proud to share this with you asshole's, i just think you all need to take some more time to look into the mirror and ask yourselfs : "are you doing so much better?"