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Dethman

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  1. +1 this guy should be given another chance.
  2. I am still rehabilitating but it has been a lot easier for me then most for some reason, probably because I smoke e-cigarette now since it is a better alternative to it
  3. I needed to make this so i can get somethings off of my chest and explain why i am so immature. I am about to share something really sensitive about me and you guys might have mixed feelings. if you feel like this is bullcrap well i wish it was too, but sadly it is not. This story will explain why i am so immature and why i get really angry or bi-polar when they say certain things. If you think this is an attention whore act well you should really reconsider. I am not the one to try to be attention seeking. It all started when i was in 8th grade and it was during Christmas break, i was in a relationship with some girl for 14 months and i thought it would go on forever at that point. Well.....she ended up breaking up with me and my life started to spiral downwards from their. about 2 months after the break-up i was really heart-broken still and my "friend" noticed it and told me to do something that i have regretted ever since. He told me to do heroin for the pain and mistakenly i did do it and got highly addicted. For around 3 years i was a user up till the day my dealer died from an OD on pills. After his death i was really down and really wanted my high but never got it. My grades were going to shit and my parents lives where going to shit, my dad got addicted to pain meds and my mom could not handle me anymore and decided to stop taking care of/talking to me. I decided one august day to find a new dealer. That day i bought a whole shit ton for around $200 and injected it all. I had almost killed myself from an overdose on heroin and was only saved because my doctor shot an extra thing of adrenalin into my chest. I woke up and realized that heroin was not worth my life. I went cold turkey after that and luckily did not get sucked back in to the world of addiction. As a result of this though, my life was still socially bad. I decided that i should act stupid to be cool. My life is starting to turn around for the better and i have realized that my immaturity needs to stop, it is not making anything any better. My dads addiction is still bad but he has been checking into rehab a lot. My mom and i have actually been getting along now. In general, my family is actually becoming the family we have not had in about 5 years. I would like to apologize to everyone that i have been a douche to. And thank all the people who actually dealt with my immaturity and still actually talked to me even though i was annoying. This community has always been great to me. This community and 2 of my IRL friends are the only ones who know about my homosexuality. I feel like i needed to explain why my immaturity was so bad. This is what i was talking about yesterday in teamspeak but i decided to say the full story here. Again thank you guys and i apologize for all my misbehaving and immaturity.
  4. wow, try redownloading the map because i do not have this problem
  5. Most likely can do it, but 9:30, I mean, I can only do this one week. If it keeps being this late then I will have to drop out.
  6. Bye hush, will miss you and your rebellions
  7. We just need to know the time very soon. I can't do a late one just like the last one because my dad would be home by 9
  8. Hey, stuff happend, you know, CSS went rip and tf2 is taking over
  9. Rin says he can sub anything or even main scout. He said he is good at all classes. @RinAoi
  10. i never had problems with him either
  11. Ok, +1 is very polite and acts really mature (especially on that cancer teamspeak channel) A:9/10 M:10/10
  12. i mean wtf p0ssesed, you were so chill and now you are being an ass to everyone. I thought you were really cool. i mean, you even helped me with highlander
  13. WHY POSSESED ;__________________________________;
  14. dont impersonate our dear lord and savior @Nomulous -1
  15. I do it occasionally now and then, it is better and less cancerous then pubs
  16. Just make sure you comeback safe ;c
  17. That moment you realize that you can be that one troll...I mean offensive engie that spams mini-sentries for "strategy"
  18. Also, tekage, don't say he is the definition of stupidity, it does not make you look any better. If you feel like he is trolling you or pissed you off, ignore him, you do not need to fire some shots back. Remember my little stint with kendrick? Now are we done here or am I missing something @Gwoash
  19. Okay both of you stop. Tekky is is right, you are not allowed to where the tags nor vouch for people until you are accepted. Coot, you where the tags all the time and you are not even in xG and you have been banned for it. Now, are we done here or do I need to tag Bach or kb
  20. his poops make me high C; +1
  21. MAKE THIS A GOD DAMN THING @Shawarma @ThePenguin @Hidingmaster @diabeetus @Bach