Xerses

@Dethman. Time doesn't matter. Threads blow up with 10s of posts in seconds. Evidence: this censored screenshot. [MEDIA=imgur]MFj6036[/MEDIA] I don't feel like going on /b/ to look for a better example, but THIS. Threads after a minute or two will blow up with posts. It takes seconds to do a captcha, select and post an image.

Yes, never denied that. We talked about TOR, and that stuff in general. Was not perving out however. It was a legal thread. I shared bc it fit with the conversation. I didn't know it had CP on it, but the thread was JB (not 100% sure) and non sexual so I share w/ dethman. If it was blatant cp, it would not have been shared. And I still am not 100% mature always swoosh. I know laws very well. I don't intend to push the limits or endanger xG. It was a massive mistake than you have a different viewpoint on this subject. I just want Rhodo to explain how he feels about all this guys, so can we wait for that? We have covered everything already.

It was a legal thread at the start. I should have used better judgement. I've explained I would not EVER purposefully harmed anymore. This is off topic however and there are always risks and links should not be shared EVER. I understand in full.

I didn't have the thread open. Copied reply URL. How is it BS. You said there was CP on there. I didn't know that. Shit, I didn't even open the thread man. I'm being honest. I don't remeber anything about brazen bulls or that stuff that night. Maybe it was a previous conversation? I said I SAW fudged up stuff, not limiting to that vile industry. I don't go around hunting for it, I don't find it attractive, I avoid it at all costs. I seriously did not know it was CP. I messaged Swoosh by accident, meant to message someone else who I had previously talked to about the matter. I was in shock about realizing what had happened when I talked to you dude.. I calmed down a bit after that and thought more rationally. Just because you've had anxiety issues doesn't mean others don't have them. I wouldn't post something blatantly illegal if I knew it was illegal. When it was shared it said 0 images omitted, and there were some posts. Means no extra images were posted at that time. I was going off OP's picture which was legal. The thread 404'ed quickly afterwards I am assuming. I understand how you feel, but it really wasn't intentional. I don't go around sharing blatantly illegal content.

Ok, What about @Nomulous isn't he a leader too? and @Rhododendron please read everything I posted (I know its a lot) before making a decision. I'm just asking. Thank you. c:

You aren't reading all of my post. It DID NOT have CP on it upon sharing. That was posted after the sharing of it. I cannot help that that happened. I apologized. I haven't twitch raided in months. This is about what happened on TS, this is not about twitch raiding" I never raided your or Chicken and I disbanded my raiding group months before applying for member. Threads blow up really fast or die slowly on 4chan. I realize that xG dislikes 4chan which is why I refrain from bringing it up. It was a mistake and had no illegal content at the time of sharing as I have stated previously. Please read my opening post in its entirety.

[MEDIA=imgur]mbPVlv0[/MEDIA] NOTICE I am talking about the Hilary Clinton Photoshop. Not sick depraved pron that violates minors.

Division: Team Fortress 2 In-Game Name: Xerses Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:81120877 Information: PLEASE DO NOT FORUM BAN ME YET HEAR ME OUT DMs, DL, and CLs, So there has been the biggest misunderstanding ever. Yes, I'm aware of the rules. Let's do a Q & A to start things off bc its 2 am so why no right m8s? Q1: Are you a sick, depraved, child hungry pedo? A: Sadly (sarcasm), no I'm not. I'm fucking 17 (not that pedos are a certain age), and I hate pedophiles. Having known one for several years, this behaviour disgusts me. Q2: Are you autistic, wth did you post a link to a CP thread and a direct image link to CP on Team Speak. A: Yes, I am autistic as hell, I make mistakes and don't think always before I CTRL+C and CTRL+. I'm not Jesus. I make mistakes...this one was major however. Q3: Why don't you think this is a big deal you sick fuck (@metalslug53 this ones for you Scoot, yes ik you "hate" me) A: I do care, I was crying and had an anxiety attack over my stupidity. It is a big deal, and I didn't mean for it to happen. It was a MISTAKE :o (Yes even I, Xerses make mistakes) I fuck up quite frequently, but not on purpose, and its harmless 99% of the time. This, however, is not one of those times. I go on 4chan. I love 4chan. I am a /b/ro. I'm a complete and utter /b/fag. I love /b/ with its, YLYL, cringe, and greentext threads. Its my favorite site of all time. I was browsing /b/ and refresh the page. A LEGAL thread pops up. Girl in bikini taking a selfie is OP's (original poster) picture. It's not sexual. It's not CP. It's not even nude. Just a selfie. What the thread was dedicated to was vile however. Not pornographic or gore, but /b/ros know what I mean. I share because it's 1am, and frankly I should have been asleep, then we wouldn't be here. At the time of sharing, there was no CP on the thread, nor nudicles. I payed it no mind.and went on browsing, never checked on the thread after that. I came upon a HILLARY CLINTON photoshop onto a model (fully clothed, , 100% LEGAL). People are saying this was a direct link to CP. If Hilary Clinton's head on a Maxim models body is CP, then I don't want to see the age of the women (or men) you find attractive xG. On the screen shot of the "evidence" you can clearly see that I say Hilary is hawt jk. I can't show the link and the screenshot of the Hilary Image, bc 404'ed by now and I was banned from forums, but I doubt that either @Dethman or @Liekos looked at the image or read the text. I have shared 4chan links with TS before, often to YLYL images or to cringe threads. NEVER anything containing nudity, or blatant violence against humans. Other's have, I haven't. TS contains a crowd of mixed ages. I'm well aware about how xG feel's about pornography and I concur. If your under 18, it is by United States law, that pornographic material is illegal for you to see or own. Now the majority of xG lives in the US, so those rules go for you wonderful Turks, Brits, Scotts, and French(we have a French fry right?). I abide by xG's rules, and have defended staff when people have questioned their ruling on an issue if I am on the servers with them (obviously). I closed the thread, and payed it no mind after sharing and commenting that it was disgusting. Dethman clicked on it and after a minute or so (correct me on times if I am wrong guys) said "Dude there is CP on here!WTF" The thread was a FB one (no nudity as stated previously ) thread, and as 4chan rules, underage content is an instant perm so users are relatively safe from such atrocities. I did not know that CP was going or had been posted ( a length of time passed between when Dethman clicked the post and when it was shared, so people had posted already obviously). He doesn't say anything. and I am generally confused for a bit. Did not check back and just said "Oh" essentially. I was unaware of the posting of underage content as I did not have the thread open (it was on /b/ page one and linked reply URL). I realized I should not have shared, out of the safety of xG, Dethman, Liekos, myself, and everyone else in the channel at the time even if no CP had been posted on the thread (bc there is ,although small, a risk of it being on a thread) The thread 404'ed shortly after according to xG staff. I was banned after Dethman confirmed I broke rules. I am permentaly banned from Team Speak, I was banned from the forums until today, and I am banned from all of your servers. I have been cut out and barred from all things connected to xG essentailly. Upon knowing and losing half my friends list, being shamed for a mistake, among other things, I broke down and well you know. Last time I cried was when both my cats died 2 years ago... xG means a lot to me and I love all you guys a lot. Your a great, friendly community, and I would NEVER intentionally endanger you EVER. I realize 4chan should stay with 4chan and not seep over to xG at all. This was a mistake, and it pains me to write this. I'm asking for you guys to forgive a MASSIVE mistake, and I know it's not easy, but I am not a pedo I do not find that sort of thing attractive what so ever. Scoot, Dethman, Liekos, I'm sorry I posted that being so naive and incompetent. I understand if you don't want to unban, but please do not think I am a pedo. I wanted to clean all of this up, and hopefully be able to get back onto the servers, and Team Speak again. (-: Thanks xG. Here's the screen shot to the links (DO NOT COPY THE FIRST ONE, it was the thread. They are both 404'ed but think of it as a disarmed bomb.) I'm asking for your forgivness and I hope you understand that it was a mistake. I will not post links EVER, and would do what it takes to gain access to xG servers (game and TS, forums too if I'm suppost to be permed). I'm your bitch. Thank you, if you read all of this. It means a lot.

+1 Active on TGH, Good friend, even better person :p A: 8 M:10