Egossi

I understand, guys. Again, I've clearly stated that I'm not expecting anyone to beleive the fact that I've changed, or just unban me. This is an apology, I don't want it to be derailed just because of some disagreements.

This was suppoused to be an innocent apology but someone always has to try to derail a thread like this I guess. :(

It's ok, I respect your opinion but I'm just going to say this; If you just tell what you think about people before you even get to know them you are probably gonna get a lot of negative replies.

I understand what you mean, and like i've mentioned in the forums i don't have any rights to expect that you beleive that I've changed

Excuse me but, who are you again?

I've always tried to cause as less trouble as possible on the server at the times I've evaded my ban. Most of the times the only thing I did was playing the game according to the rules. :(

That it one of the problems I have atm. If I could I would donate money if it was gonna give me even a slight chance of being unbanned :unsure: :S thats why I'm stating that

Well, that is also one of the problems I have atm. If I could donate money to even get a chance of being unbanned, I would've done it in the first place. Thats why I stated that :unsure: :S

Hey guys, umm.. Yeah, I know most of you guys hate my guts, but I can't sleep easy at night without making things a little bit more clear. So over the past few years, I have been a little kid and I've basically made a lot of bad choices and built up a terrible reputation.. Which in the end, has got me permanently banned from the xG servers. (I also got banned from the forums until 2020 but @Nomulous made this small apology possible, so I just can't help but mention how much I appreciate that.) Anyway guys, If you know who I am, you probably know me as a Turkish 12 years old troll that has no idea what he is doing, or what he's saying. And yes that has been what I was, but I've learned how to respect people and for that matter, that's pretty much the reason I'm making this apology. I guess the only reason I've made the "Kthxbai" thread is because I was nothing but a pissed off kid for getting banned permanently from my favorite Team Fortress 2 Server (JB #1 to be specific) But I now understand the reason, even though I personally don't think it's too fair, if higher ups think that is what I deserve, then i should indeed be perma banned. Also, it is true that I have evaded my permanent ban a couple of times after being permanently banned for the reason of not being able to find any good jailbreak servers. I'm being 100% honest here, I have searched desperately for good TF2 Jailbreak servers for weeks or maybe even months. But no server I've come across was as good as xG JB#1/2. I can't say anything good about the fact that I've evaded my permanent ban but that is irrelevant to my apology since I already know I am most likely not gonna be unbanned from the servers any time soon. So, first of all I wanna generally apologize from all of the @members that have known me in any way so far. I know I've been a toxic person towards the entire community during and after my membership and I'm really sorry for offending the entire clan with the Kthxbai thread. I can also easily see why a lot of people here hate me when I look back at my posts back when I was first banned. Now, I'm gonna start personal apologies with the clan leader, @Rhododendron . I'm sorry for throwing shit at the whole clan just for being pissed off at a ban. I don't personally know you one bit, so I can't comment any further but you seem like a cool guy. @BelloWaldi This guy right here is one of the dopest guys on earth (considerably), even though I've told him that I'm probably hurting his reputation in xG (and I did) just by being friends with him but this Red OG right here didn't even care. Sorry for being a shit friend. @FoRgE You were always right, and yet we did agree on most things. Although as you said we could never get along, I did also troll you a few times in the past but the past is past. Also I always thought you're a cool guy, didn't really matter what you thought of me. @Barmithian Looking at my older threads and my replies to your replies, makes me wanna punch myself in the dick. Sorry for attacking people for disagreeing with me, I've now learned how to respect other people's opinions. @CoolyCooly Sorry for being a 12 years old turkish troll in the past @Vector No matter how much you thought I was severly autistic or dumbshit retarded, I always thought you were a cool guy. Sorry for being the newest member of the bullshit crew. @kbraszzz I don't really know what you thought of me back then but I know one thing for sure that you didn't really like me at all, which is easily understanable. I also remember saying "fuck you" in steam chat and removing you from my friends list after i got perma banned. Sorry about all of that and, like I said, it was because I was nothing but a pissed off kid. @Bach I know you didn't like me because I had a squeaky voice and a dumb little kid behaviour. And the only thing I can say is this; If I were in your position at the time, I would've treated me even shittier. I honestly looked up to you when you were in the server as a warden most of your time. @ChickenPanda I know you are one of the people who hate me the most, but even though I've apologized once from you through steam, I will apologize once here again. Honestly I never knew you very well, but I could tell that you were at least slightly a cool guy since you were friends with Bello. You did hate me for the reason pretty much every one else hated me for, so I guess I can't say anything but sorry. @Dethman You know, I still couldn't figure out whether you hate me or not, but one thing I can tell for sure is, you are pretty loyal and bound to xG, and I actually respect that. thats pretty much it, I know most/some of you think im doing this to get unbanned, but I'm pretty sure I'm not even gonna get much support due to me evading my permanent ban a couple of times which means I will probably never get unbanned from the servers. I understand, it's not my right to expect people to think I've changed anyway. I'm also sorry if I forgot to include something improtant here. edit: correcting some grammar mistakes edit2: @StarmiX I'm sorry for not tagging you.

I'm done with everything in xG, it turned out to be a huge massive shithole. People here all sound like they are 17 years old teenager blonde girls from california, keeps bitching about things they see everywhere, I mean, this is the internet, grow the fuck up please. I first joined this clan when I didn't know anything about it, It turned out to be full of people who care so much about every little shit you do, and then insult you with comments like "Ohmygash who cares, you asshole, i mean liek ohmygash ur so dumb, i haet u lol faggot go fuk urself oh btw thx for $50 what a fucktard suck my dick faggot lol xD" and then about 15 fuckwits like that comment and post similar shit and it just keeps happening and happening. I'm just done with it, I was here JUST because I loved JB #1 and you took it away from me, now you are saying "The only way is to make a ban protest" and when I do so, some fuckers go full retarded and post stupid shit to start a flame war and then the thread gets closed blah blah blah, some more bullshit. The End. Beleive it or not, this was my first expiriencing a clan and it was not very well. And about the admins and mods and such here in xG, most of them don't even know what they're doing. Vector said: you can only spawn 1 boss or 10 skeletons at a time. John Madden said (Also Kbraszzle aprooved): You can spawn as many bosses as you want as long as it does not crash the server. Its just fucking hilarious those guys could get mod/admin, even my fetus cousin would do a better mod.. XenoGamers = A shitbag full of Cancer mixed with AIDS Also, prepare for all the hate comments from people who give so many shits about what i do and try to act like they don't And everytime someone complains about me and all the staff goes like "He is right Egossi, you better stop doing that" this is exactly what I feel like is happening: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S79LAlg0bWQ I'm out of the forums, and I'm gone for good, goodbye.

Division: Team Fortress 2 In-Game Name: Egossi Steam ID: Steam Community :: Waldo Information: Here is the story, I get donator, go to Pokemon Trade Center, spawn about 10 bosses (with a vote with more than 70% positive votes) and then get banned for a week by Vector. I find that ban unnecessary because I was only told "you can spawn bosses with more than 70% positive votes" and since I did what I was told to do, I got kinda mad at vector, and explained the situation to nomulous. He unbanned me, then I went to a server, Vector saw it and he re-banned me. After that, I got mad again, at vector, and decided to evade the ban (I know, I shouldn't have done it, but I was too angry to think about what would happen later), so I joined the Jb server with my second account, I didn't hide anything, and kept playing, matsi was there and he was telling me i'm bad, and not doing anything else about it, until kbraszzle joined, he told matsi to ban that account as well. So I decided I should stop evading since its just a week ban. Next day I woke up and saw this thread Egossi - Team Fortress 2 | Xeno Gamers I was like, "Uhh, come on, I just evaded it for a day, its no big deal" So I thought, If I tried to be a smartass, and told them they have no direct link between my 2 accounts over and over again, everything would be fine. (I know that was stupid, no need to remind me again) and after all of that happened, nothing happend about that thread for about 1.5 months, I made this thread recently Easiest Way To Get Your butt Slain In Xg Servers. | Page 2 | Xeno Gamers and apperantly john madden got offended by it and made this thread Eggosi - Mmo | Xeno Gamers So, you can see that at both ban request threads, the requested ban is not permanent. Here is what matsi said "I am requesting that someone with access ban him via IP for the duration of his ban and to increase his ban length due to repeated evasion." Here is what John madden said at first "Requested Punishment: Permanently banned from Forums and a server ban to be determined" and than changed it to "Now, do I wish you get banned from forums? No, but your actions on forums show immaturity tells me and countless other users otherwise." I request my ban to be shortened, perma ban is not necessary for evading a week ban for a day, and if you look at that 1 week ban, its not even valid with the current rules, The rules say "You can spawn as much bosses as you want as long as you get 70% positive votes from a vote made like this '/vote "Spawn 10 Bosses" "No" "Yes"' AND as long as it does not crash the server." And that is exactly what I did. The second reason I don't think I deserve to be permanently banned is because I did not abuse my donator perks in the first place, that was the entire reason I went mad and started evading.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztVMib1T4T4

@John_Madden http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5d5jxJ5vbM

@owner http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekYlabGVuqk

When I first saw you in a server, I was warned not to make a joke to you, I guess really shouldn't have.. I hope you feel satisfaciton if you succeed to perma ban me on forums, couse I really, really, really hate you right now.

First of all, chill the fuck out, I'm not here to "annoy every single one of you until I've had enough" Second of all, all of the posts you posted there are things that I didn't intend to post as a "shitpost" I thought they were funny etc. and about that Immaturity/Trolling part, Yes, I agree that I am immature most of the time and I am trying to not be like that, but I personally beleive im not doing something very wrong. the recent "how to get your ass slain in xg servers" post i made was something i made so that YOU and I can both laugh If all you've felt about that video is hatred, just tell me to stop and I won't bother you again ever again. - Rule breaking and ignoring staff on servers Like I said before, I don't break rules, all the reason I did was because YOU were there and I was recording. And why are you being so serious about all of that? Why can't you just ignore it, its not even something I'm doing to get hatred/show hatred, I'm trying to get people to laugh. No offense, but you sound like a little kid who can't take a joke when you post stuff like this.. And for some reason I had the thought we could get along somehow, geez.

but seriously, add this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I0vWFMDBwu4

There is something magical called "jokes". Ever heard of that?