So only a miracle would only help, @Goblin i want to join because i wanna get to know the community, better and what it best for, @diabeetus you were right about those, and i just wanted them to support me, but its nothing but some cheap get away, @HachikoTachibana yes i was being an ass hole, there is no excuses for how i acted, and yes im 15, that other app was a mess up, @Kyokasuigetsu3867 Thank you for all the support, i love everyone of you who supported me, but it will take more then this tribe of friendliness to help me out, sadly i shall not make it, Thank you to all.