Tourten

well at lest you know somewhat of why i act like i do , but why i'm still trying its simple the server has some nice players, fun maps and things like that but i guess there truly is no way and i 100% of the time end up digging a deeper hole so i guess this will be my true last post i am sorry for all the swearing and things like that and i am sorry about arguing and making fun of snowy but i guess now they don't care and jest think of my as scum and a waste of time and life so that's jest why i'm not going back and this time its for real so i'm not going to post after this unfriend anyone who is apart of the group block anyone who may try to re-add me (like to hell they wood) and change the password on this site to something ill froget and never talk to anyone from the server agean and yes i also know i have bad spelling and have been spammed with it

that someone is me

and also Think about this why wood someone take 1 tablet of Cialopram 40MG , 2 tablets of Lamotrigne 150Mg and a capsule of adderall XR 30MG each day and 1 tablet of Trazodone 50MG each night and why someone wood be in a mental ward for 3 weeks and what all of them have in common

so now i jest give up

i wonder why this whole form is here and what I tryed to do

fine but its jest hard and i think now i've forever have messed up so now I kinda feel like theres no point in even trying its happen 3 times with in 3 weeks and i've tried to apologise but noting changed

And i'm saying that the servers system is jest broken like why is the guy that i'm reporting able to see it

snowy moded that you do not what to know what was sead

ya now i'm not

Ya i feel dumb now too but ya my older sis saw the website when she was getting the dog out of my room to give it a bath

I'm sorry for what I posted and feel terrible, so i'd at least what to say i'm sorry so i'm leaving this post here before I go ,What I did was not cool or nice and I hate myself even more now and yes I know I have bad spelling and a real short temper but I never truly mean what I what to say is that you are all kind and respectful and I do not even deserve be near or talk to anyone like that , I try not to sound offensive but its jest hard for me not to sometimes and I should have known better then to get mad and act how I did so I'm sorry to anyone that I did offend and I'm sorry to all who have to put up with my like my family because now I know how they feel about me and I jest completely hate it so this may or may not (most likely may) be my last post or even joining any servers to talking on a mic so that is all I wanted to say before I go so I hope you all accept my apology but you don't have to and hate me as you wish but at least thank you for reading this -Tourten

Dear Admins, due to the given circumstances I decided to delete my map. I'm sorry =(

they not that

1 AFTER I LEFT and 2 that need to make the reports private because even the guy i'm reporting has look at it