@ThunderLimes i understand where you're getting that. its true i have been very immature lately but i'm only like that when i get drunk. even though i have been getting on more almost every time i get on is when i am drunk so even if i did get mod i probably wouldn't be able to do my job well in that state. i'm going to wait a lit bit before i try to reapply if i even do and hopefully within that i i can get my drinking under control and be a little more mature when i get on.