After I saw your member application and everyone said the same thing which was to work on your maturity. That application was a few days ago and from then till the time you made this post I only saw very small improvement . The impression you gave everyone wasn't good one and you let that sink in deep. Like a blade you stuck into the community and instead of pulling out and try to heal it you pushed it even deeper. I wouldn't say that you can't fix it. It's definitely possible. You just didn't look at it that way. I guess...