Spydyr_Byte

So, I read through the comments of my other thread and decided to just take a break from the server. I also realized that maybe some of my points for leaving are quite invalid and had the over use of the word "toxic" which was illogical. I do also admit that I am not the most perfect player and have made mistakes in the past, and got too confident and cocky because the social anonymity the internet offers which I am sure most people feel over any internet community, which of course isn't 100% true, as steam ID, sound of voice, and the way you talk, puts a permanent stain of how I am viewed on this server. The only thing I can do now is just take a break. I apologize for being rude towards some of the members and staff as they have actually tried to defend me in the past. I also, am sorry towards Vexx for not being as nice as I should be to him and hope you guys can forgive me for my mistakes. I may not be back for a month depending on the situation, but I am definitely taking a break. The Mahogany situation was put to rest almost year ago. That is enough time to forget about it and leave it in the past, people who dwell on it that long should really chill out. If you bring it up, I'm just going to ignore you since that's the best I can do.

So, here is my conclusion then. I will probably going back to tf2. But I will take a break from Xenogaming. Not sure how long but it will be longer than a month. I need to start fresh. I will delete this post within a few days to make sure everyone that has posted here can see it.

- Another thing I forgot to list too, is that I am pretty much (maybe) quitting TF2 all together. I've been playing for 5 years straight and I still have the skill level of a toddler. I'm not sure if it's my mental endurance or my set up but either way, I suck. What's the point on trying to be good at something you can't. Maybe it's the fact that I main as spy or sniper. But either way, my reaction time and my k/d ratio is off the charts awful.

I'm going to give a couple reason on why I am going... - The community can be toxic, people hardly have anything good to say, either snarky or sarcastic in a non-humorous way. - People won't stop bringing up the Mahogany situation, which was almost a year ago - Peers who are apart of this community have repetitively attempted to troll me via steam, it actually gets aggravating. - Just because I got into not even a fight with one person, some look at me like I'm a bad person or the cancerous kid of the community, just because "I got" him banned for a week for a mistake that he did. - I haven't been playing that much anyways, only once a month. - This isn't 4chan and stop trying to act like it is. (If you play on here enough, you'll get what I mean.) - Random players are getting harassed because the ignorant people, that can't find my profile somehow think that I am them. - I can't even use my mic on here anymore without someone saying something. That's all, wish you all luck if you choose to stay on here.

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Sorry

Well, Vector did when he posted what I said.

I already made some people unhappy including Vector, I was just trying to defend my friend. That's all. I apologize. If I don't become member, not the end of the world, I'll try again in a month.

Actually, I do remember saying that stuff, I was joking around. Maybe we should close thos forum since I'm not getting any good +1 and it's been a bit.

Vector, I'm sorry that I give off a bad give but I did not say any of that stuff that you posted and yea I have played pokemon.

Thanks, and this time I have people to back me up.

But, yes I guess a week is all he deserves since I do not have any evidence.

It is, but he might start again after. Anything can happen.

I'm scared that he will just do it more out of rage if he is banned for a week that's all.

And yes, Bagel was the staff member who found him following me onto the Pokemon server and had to warn him.