Xerses - Team Fortress 2

[Xerses 0]

Division:

Team Fortress 2

In-Game Name:

Xerses

Steam ID:

STEAM_0:0:81120877

Information:

PLEASE DO NOT FORUM BAN ME

YET

HEAR

ME

OUT DMs, DL, and CLs,

So there has been the biggest misunderstanding ever. Yes, I'm aware of the rules. Let's do a Q & A to start things off bc its 2 am so why no right m8s?

Q1: Are you a sick, depraved, child hungry pedo?

A: Sadly (sarcasm), no I'm not. I'm fucking 17 (not that pedos are a certain age), and I hate pedophiles. Having known one for several years, this behaviour disgusts me.

Q2: Are you autistic, wth did you post a link to a CP thread and a direct image link to CP on Team Speak.

A: Yes, I am autistic as hell, I make mistakes and don't think always before I CTRL+C and CTRL+. I'm not Jesus. I make mistakes...this one was major however.

Q3: Why don't you think this is a big deal you sick fuck (@metalslug53 this ones for you Scoot, yes ik you "hate" me)

A: I do care, I was crying and had an anxiety attack over my stupidity. It is a big deal, and I didn't mean for it to happen. It was a

MISTAKE :o

(Yes even I, Xerses make mistakes) I fuck up quite frequently, but not on purpose, and its harmless 99% of the time. This, however, is not one of those times. I go on 4chan. I love 4chan. I am a /b/ro. I'm a complete and utter /b/fag. I love /b/ with its, YLYL, cringe, and greentext threads. Its my favorite site of all time. I was browsing /b/ and refresh the page. A LEGAL thread pops up. Girl in bikini taking a selfie is OP's (original poster) picture. It's not sexual. It's not CP. It's not even nude. Just a selfie. What the thread was dedicated to was vile however. Not pornographic or gore, but /b/ros know what I mean. I share because it's 1am, and frankly I should have been asleep, then we wouldn't be here. At the time of sharing, there was no CP on the thread, nor nudicles. I payed it no mind.and went on browsing, never checked on the thread after that. I came upon a HILLARY CLINTON photoshop onto a model (fully clothed, , 100% LEGAL). People are saying this was a direct link to CP. If Hilary Clinton's head on a Maxim models body is CP, then I don't want to see the age of the women (or men) you find attractive xG. On the screen shot of the "evidence" you can clearly see that I say Hilary is hawt jk. I can't show the link and the screenshot of the Hilary Image, bc 404'ed by now and I was banned from forums, but I doubt that either @Dethman or @Liekos looked at the image or read the text. I have shared 4chan links with TS before, often to YLYL images or to cringe threads. NEVER anything containing nudity, or blatant violence against humans. Other's have, I haven't. TS contains a crowd of mixed ages. I'm well aware about how xG feel's about pornography and I concur. If your under 18, it is by United States law, that pornographic material is illegal for you to see or own. Now the majority of xG lives in the US, so those rules go for you wonderful Turks, Brits, Scotts, and French(we have a French fry right?). I abide by xG's rules, and have defended staff when people have questioned their ruling on an issue if I am on the servers with them (obviously). I closed the thread, and payed it no mind after sharing and commenting that it was disgusting. Dethman clicked on it and after a minute or so (correct me on times if I am wrong guys) said "Dude there is CP on here!WTF" The thread was a FB one (no nudity as stated previously ) thread, and as 4chan rules, underage content is an instant perm so users are relatively safe from such atrocities. I did not know that CP was going or had been posted ( a length of time passed between when Dethman clicked the post and when it was shared, so people had posted already obviously). He doesn't say anything. and I am generally confused for a bit. Did not check back and just said "Oh" essentially. I was unaware of the posting of underage content as I did not have the thread open (it was on /b/ page one and linked reply URL). I realized I should not have shared, out of the safety of xG, Dethman, Liekos, myself, and everyone else in the channel at the time even if no CP had been posted on the thread (bc there is ,although small, a risk of it being on a thread) The thread 404'ed shortly after according to xG staff. I was banned after Dethman confirmed I broke rules. I am permentaly banned from Team Speak, I was banned from the forums until today, and I am banned from all of your servers. I have been cut out and barred from all things connected to xG essentailly. Upon knowing and losing half my friends list, being shamed for a mistake, among other things, I broke down and well you know. Last time I cried was when both my cats died 2 years ago... xG means a lot to me and I love all you guys a lot. Your a great, friendly community, and I would NEVER intentionally endanger you EVER. I realize 4chan should stay with 4chan and not seep over to xG at all. This was a mistake, and it pains me to write this. I'm asking for you guys to forgive a MASSIVE mistake, and I know it's not easy, but I am not a pedo I do not find that sort of thing attractive what so ever. Scoot, Dethman, Liekos, I'm sorry I posted that being so naive and incompetent. I understand if you don't want to unban, but please do not think I am a pedo. I wanted to clean all of this up, and hopefully be able to get back onto the servers, and Team Speak again. (-: Thanks xG. Here's the screen shot to the links (DO NOT COPY THE FIRST ONE, it was the thread. They are both 404'ed but think of it as a disarmed bomb.) I'm asking for your forgivness and I hope you understand that it was a mistake. I will not post links EVER, and would do what it takes to gain access to xG servers (game and TS, forums too if I'm suppost to be permed). I'm your bitch. Thank you, if you read all of this. It means a lot.

[Xerses 0]

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NOTICE I am talking about the Hilary Clinton Photoshop. Not sick depraved pron that violates minors.

[Moosty 148]

@metalslug53 @Dethman @Liekos

 

Wasn't there no opinion other than CP is bad

[ChickenPanda 66]

I'm sorry. I have to -1 this.

 

Child porn is against the law and I do not want the clan to deal with any legal issues. Someone like you who browses 4chan frequently and finds raiding streamers funny is not somebody I want in the clan, especially in any staff position. You've had tons of warnings in the past dealing with the whole "kill yourself" thing, (among others) and you find making fun of unintelligent people funny. It's not cool. You're just not a nice person. I don't want you here.

[Liekos 15]

The second link has nothing to do with anything we said. We didn't click the second link...the only link in question was your first one.

[shwash 108]

You do realize that we are talking about the first link. That was CLEARLY child porn. Also I think a lot of people including myself dislike your twitch raids. Just because you were talking about another link doesn't disperse us from the original fact. There were 2 witnesses. Don't post 4chan threads with illegal stuff on them and expect to get away with it. All in all, you posted it, got banned, all is said and done. -1 for unban

[Xerses 0]

You aren't reading all of my post. It DID NOT have CP on it upon sharing. That was posted after the sharing of it. I cannot help that that happened. I apologized. I haven't twitch raided in months. This is about what happened on TS, this is not about twitch raiding" I never raided your or Chicken and I disbanded my raiding group months before applying for member. Threads blow up really fast or die slowly on 4chan. I realize that xG dislikes 4chan which is why I refrain from bringing it up. It was a mistake and had no illegal content at the time of sharing as I have stated previously. Please read my opening post in its entirety.

[Liekos 15]

If I'm not mistaken @Dethman was talking to you about weird things that you both have seen on the internet, which in turn you talked about how you have seen some of the worst things(or something along those lines, and then put yourself on the subject of CP and then posted said link. Then, when you were confronted about it, you denied that is was CP, but you just casually posted it there right after speaking on the subject. Dethman can probably explain it in more detail.

[Hidingmaster 19]

Nobody here can help you regarding this. It is completely up to @Rhododendron to make the decision due to the nature.

[Xerses 0]

Ok, What about @Nomulous isn't he a leader too? and @Rhododendron please read everything I posted (I know its a lot) before making a decision. I'm just asking. Thank you. c:

[ChickenPanda 66]

Ok, What about @Nomulous isn't he a leader too? and @Rhododendron please read everything I posted (I know its a lot) before making a decision. I'm just asking. Thank you. c:

Nomulous can have a say in it. Most likely won't due to the fact he's inactive(ish) and he's the more development side of the website.

[Nomulous 14]

Nomulous can have a say in it. Most likely won't due to the fact he's inactive(ish) and he's the more development side of the website.

Phew, after being extremely active daily for a month, then going on a week vacation I'm considered inactive again. That was quick.

 

I would have to second the idea of Silence getting final say (I'll text him this issue), but having been on 4chan those years ago I have to second that you can't really control what gets posted on a thread. Before the moderators got stricter, you would've had 2-3 CP threads a day. As well, these threads pop up randomly in nature just to change anything. You can go from naked girls to CP, furry porn to CP, CP (cheese pizza) to CP, you get the point. As this gets cracked down more a lot, instances still fall through the cracks. Which in my opinion, if the offense was posting a link to a 4chan thread that got derailed into a underaged pornographic thread, which then gets deleted as quickly as possible, the current ban Xerses faced would be sufficient. Where next time he should just be cautious on links he posts. Since if we're being honest, I remember in that exact same teamspeak group, a huge group of us talked about meatspin, and reading a complaint about pornographic content right now made me giggle.

 

TL;DR: I'll get silence involved, but the punishment that made Xerses banned and freak out and other small things people can't see should be enough for a 4chan offence.

 

Post Edit: I won't persuade silence, I'll just tell him to read this and then he does whatever he usually does.

[Egossi 1017]

I'm going to be staying neutral on this since posting CP (even if done unintentionally), is not something that can be easily tolerated. Also I agree with @Hidingmaster and @Nomulous on the fact that nobody but @Rhododendron can really have final say in this since CP is something that violates the laws of USA and many other countries.

[Dethman 191]

-1, how can you be neutral about this or think about +1ing? You were talking about how you have seen CP before and then you posted the link. Clearly you knew it was since the second picture (after accidently clicking it) was a top less 14 year old. You then you tried to say bullshit AFTER I banned you and say you did not know and that it is not. You then after messaging me messaged swoosh with a completely bs excuse/apology. You made up a different story to swoosh then I told scoot to server ban you. You should lose membership, you should be permed from everything xG, and should never have the chance to appeal.

 

The conversation about things I saw before xerses. Yes, that conversation happened. I was talking about a thing o saw on the deep web called the bull brazen or brazen bull. Horrific event that I watched a man get burnt alive and scared me. I told them humans are completely shit now after watching people bet on the murder. Then he said that he has seen CP. He posts a thread that we ignore for awhile but then I accidently clicked it and saw obvious cp on the second post. Liekos saw it as well and we warned people not to click it.

 

It was a thread about young girls and was probably with the intention of a cp thread. No mistakes just him thinking he can get away with it.

 

I will honestly be disappointed in this clan if you are unbanned.

[Xerses 0]

I didn't have the thread open. Copied reply URL. How is it BS. You said there was CP on there. I didn't know that. Shit, I didn't even open the thread man. I'm being honest. I don't remeber anything about brazen bulls or that stuff that night. Maybe it was a previous conversation? I said I SAW fudged up stuff, not limiting to that vile industry. I don't go around hunting for it, I don't find it attractive, I avoid it at all costs. I seriously did not know it was CP. I messaged Swoosh by accident, meant to message someone else who I had previously talked to about the matter. I was in shock about realizing what had happened when I talked to you dude.. I calmed down a bit after that and thought more rationally. Just because you've had anxiety issues doesn't mean others don't have them. I wouldn't post something blatantly illegal if I knew it was illegal. When it was shared it said 0 images omitted, and there were some posts. Means no extra images were posted at that time. I was going off OP's picture which was legal. The thread 404'ed quickly afterwards I am assuming. I understand how you feel, but it really wasn't intentional. I don't go around sharing blatantly illegal content.