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I stepped away from a lot of things towards the end of June because of the personal issues. I've reached a point where I feel like I've fixed those problems, so I'm going to try to work on my activity again.
 
Soooo for those of you that know me, hi! I missed talking to a lot of you, and I'm glad to be back around. 
 
For those of you that don't know me, hi as well! Maybe I'll get to know some new people in the process of getting active on the server again.
 
Either way, I hope to see a lot of you around in the future!

Stepping down so I can focus on some personal issues without feeling the pressure of keeping my activity up.

Stepping down so I can focus on some personal issues without feeling the pressure of keeping my activity up.

Stepping down so I can focus on some personal issues without feeling the pressure of keeping my activity up.

Stepping down so I can focus on some personal issues without feeling the pressure of keeping my activity up.

So, over the last year or so I've been growing steadily bitter, which quite a few people have already pointed out to me. I've been starting to show my face a lot more on the servers and such after a few months of almost never playing. I've had a few conversations with people I was friends with for a while and was disappointed, to say the least when they called me things such as "a bloodsucking demon," or "an absolute dick." I can't disagree with these statements since my behavior both on and off the xG servers has essentially deteriorated from what it was back in 2016 when I started playing, but no one wants to be remembered by their friends as some savage.
Recently, I've been trying to clean up my act, but it's still kind of hard since a lot of people still look upon with obvious disdain. I'll use this thread as a general apology to the entire community while also apologizing to specific individuals.
So, to the entire community, I'm sorry. Over the last year and a half or so, I've constantly been poopposting, most recently the "I'm so sorry" joke that kind of led me to leave the xG discord for about a month or so (wasn't really keeping count).
I've caused quite a bit of trouble for @virr with my poop posting, so for that, I'm incredibly sorry.
@BonfireCentiped I know I had already apologized for going off on you especially hard in discord, but I thought I would apologize again. At the time I was incredibly stressed out for personal reasons and vented my frustrations out on you.
So I don't really know anyone else who I should apologize to specifically. So, if you feel like you actually deserve an apology or there is something you need to talk to me about, you can message me on discord, since I'd rather not have people add me on steam.
 

I feel whenever I'm cooking something it's always something sort of basic. I kinda don't really go out and cook much that doesn't have directions on the back of a box because I tend to worry a lot. However I did kinda do something new today. I actually just cooked pork chops in oil I used shortly before to cook baby scallops. It was something small but it kinda made a big difference at least for me. In terms of a general "Region" or "style" of food I don't mind too much. 

Just something I had been thinking of, obviously not everyone is going to like to cook the same thing. So what style of cooking do you tend to go to when you're preparing a meal. Personally I enjoy cooking from regions that involve more use of spices, such as Indian or Mexican.

I can agree with Frosty, you don't have to find a lot of people, but even just one person to help lift you up and make you feel good really can make a difference.
 
As hard as it may seem right now, try to find some sort of hobby, preferably something where you can see your progress as it happens. Creating something and seeing that you made it may help you feel better. 
 
Also, if you ever need someone to talk to and just vent, you can message me Xeno, I don't like to see anyone going through this sort of situation because I was in a similar place not long ago and it sucked.

I can agree with Frosty, you don't have to find a lot of people, but even just one person to help lift you up and make you feel good really can make a difference.
 
As hard as it may seem right now, try to find some sort of hobby, preferably something where you can see your progress as it happens. Creating something and seeing that you made it may help you feel better. 
 
Also, if you ever need someone to talk to and just vent, you can message me Xeno, I don't like to see anyone going through this sort of situation because I was in a similar place not long ago and it sucked.

I personally like the 1st image the best

I'll start off with an easy one; Guacamole
Ingredients:
4x Ripened Avocado
1/2 Medium Red Onion Diced
2 Small Plum Tomatoes Diced
The Juice of 2-3 Limes
Salt to Taste
 
Directions:
Halve the Avocados, scooping the contents into a bowl
Slice the Limes in half, juicing them over the Avocados
With a fork or some other utensil, mash the Avocado and combine it with the lime juice
Dice the Onion and Tomato, adding it and mixing to incorperate
Salt to taste

I personally like the 1st image the best

I love your hair oh my god.

Obligatory joke about how it looks like I hate everything, and how I'm posting on a day that's not Sunday ?

I should have probably included more bands I listen to. I don't just listen to bands like the ones I put in my original post, those are just the four I seem to listen to a lot now. I really listen to anything from like The Killers or The Wombats to bands like Slayer or Metallica. I do like the song by Nothing But Thieves though, I enjoy a lot of their music anyways.

I just wanted to make a forum post after I got accepted saying thanks and a big hello to everyone I may or may not know.