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I don't know where to start with this apology. It'll probably be all over the place because I'm a complete degenerate. I guess I'll start with saying I'm sorry for what @Bello said in the thread. He didn't mean to group everyone (who isn't in my friend group) in this ''TF2 Division'' group. He did the worst thing possible (which is something everyone agreed with) especially since there was tension before that. He did it out of frustration and I can understand but I still didn't think it was okay for him to do that. I'm sorry to @Xerses for being a hypocrite towards him (and anyone else that found me to be a hypocrite). I reflected on what I had said and what I've done and I thought it was pretty retarded of me to say that people were picking on me for my past when I was doing the very same thing. I'm sorry to @DuckiiJr. (and anyone that can apply themselves to this or however you want to phrase it) for arguing with you in the past (and if I've argued with you recently which I dont think I've done, correct me if I'm wrong). I'm sorry to @John_Madden and anyone else I've been passive aggressive towards. I should've thought before I sent that message. I should've went to a higher up instead of trying to stir up drama and I fully admit that I was completely in the wrong there. I'm not sorry for making this thread after the last one :))) (Sorry for the repetition but) I'm sorry for all of the passive aggressive comments n' such. I don't know how to explain my actions there other than wanting to cause drama or something. (Was usually done due to having anger and frustrations that I couldn't do anything about). I'm sorry for anything my friends have said and done that upset anyone. I'm sorry for all the drama that's been caused due to my idiocy and immaturity. I would like to have a clean slate with everyone and try to do better this time. I ask for forgiveness for the dumb stuff I've done and if you don't want to forgive, I'm fine with that. I just hope I can get along with everyone from now on and to keep any snarky poop to myself and to improve myself on my behavior n such. I'm deeply sorry, lol jk fudge y'all #CantStopWontStop

wish i didn't erase my mona pizza challange from existance but yeah it could be entertaining to see some filthy peasants choke themselves on camera for my entertainment ?, im all for this although i most likely wouldn't participate again

I will play as an assist trophy

This is not a game

@Gr8_Butt_M8

might delete soon but I felt cute in this pic ????

Wow did you know thanos is in fortnite?? XD

Oh and update to the last part, I stopped playing gmod cause it got boring and now i mostly play fortnite, so hmu if you wanna play right now

jam-jon is a little bitch anyway oh and also welcome back damn i thought you legit died (im saying welcome back as if im still in here lmao)

After several years of checking the forums everyday for no good reason, over the past few weeks /months i just kinda stopped doing that as well, which was the only thing i had been doing related to xG for the longest time, therefore its safe to say im outta this clan for a while if not for good (unless i gain interest in tf2 again or if csgo becomes stably active which doesnt seem likely), but this place will always have a special place in my heart no matter what, so many memories have been had. But relax n*gga its not like im dead, if you wanna hang out with me you can find me on a gmod cinema server by the name of "swamp cinema" formerly known as "Cereal Box Cinema" as i now spend a huge portion of my time there, feel free to hmu on steam too, not discord though miss me with that gay shit

I don't get it, can someone explain why @Rhododendron is a jew? I legit don't understand.

Now while this thread seems to have left the impression on some of you guys that it's not much more than a rant for not being promoted, I strongly disagree for the fact that she actually provided what she thought was wrong within this community in detail, which I genuinely find to be admirable, and while there are certain points I respectfully disagree with, there are some I actually actually agree with as opposed to some people here, which I'll now leave my response to, without getting into too much detail, from not any up-to-date experiences but rather experiences I've had when i was active in the TF2 division. I think this is what is needed to be accomplished, I've always felt like there is something that just doesnt work with our current system of staff ranking, one major problem imo which creates a lot of bitter feelings (as shown in the quote below) in especially mods and pmods is HOW the pmod/mod/admin system is being used. One solution i've always had in mind for this and still support is that pmod and mod should be used as what they were intended initially to be used as, which is where the Mod and in this case Probationary Mod ranks are purely to observe someone's qualifications for being a staff member before making them an admin. Which would mean that there should be more admins than mods, and while I feel like long-time mods really have no reason to stay as mods, I'm still uncertain as to whether or not this would possibly cause problems, and how so. And another solution which could be deemed a bit too excessive would be to have official sub-divisions as in having a DL for a certain server for example, and while this may sound like it'd be unnecessary, I feel like it could show some real positive outcomes. As people have already mentioned in this thread, one problem with the TF2 division is that there are higher ups who don't get on each and every server and know everyone in those servers, or at least nowhere nearly as well as they do on the servers they actually are regulars on. But of course this is just an idea, and I think it'd be both fun to implement this and it could potentially solve a bunch of core problems some people face within our community. Also, this I completely agree with in every aspect, and feel that more people in the staff rankings need to have a better understanding of. I personally don't consider this a punishment role, but rather another rank in the system that is once again imo counter-productive, im talking about the sort of "Staff Class" usage of the ranks pmod, mod and admin, which once again should be replaced with a much more productive way of using the ranks, as I stated in the previous paragraph. This I strongly disagree with, for the simple fact that from all my experience in the TF2 community I've seen again and again how most people don't know what they really want when they demand something, it's just a fact that whenever something that majority wants is implemented, the new majority becomes the people who complain about said implementation. I mostly agree with this, although along with the point bello brought up, it has become apparent that this issue just isnt that simple as to how it can be resolved, and at the end of the day what it boils down to is the quality of staff members and higher ups. Other than that my personal opinion is that staff should indeed be treated as witnesses themselves, and a staff member should always have more credibility than a witness and shouldnt always require proof when they take action against something. And the rest of the topics seem a bit more subjective and more case-by-case scenarios as to what they apply to and what they imply, and since I havent been in touch with the TF2 Division as of late, I won't touch on those subjects. This last part I will assume you didn't write with a clear piece of mind, I feel a debate about things like this is the most important thing to have. And regardless of what you say here you still will be welcomed back if you do change your mind, either way, take care & peace.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyRPOi8nyUU

I had most of my fun in xG before I joined the forums, and back when i was a little kid and was hated by almost everyone, which is the entirety of 2013 summer ( i probably would have liked 2011-2012 better if i joined back then) Thats most definitely because games you play in your childhood feel the most fun, and also that was like the prime time of tf2 jailbreak I also tried out cs:s jailbreak at the time during one of the last few months it had 60 players on it, and it was pretty shit xd

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I prefer Steamed Hams http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69_mWyat9tw cya dude

damn @mrnutty12 congrats dude you've been dm for as long as i can remember lol, glad to see you've kept at it for all this time

shut the fuck up @Narukami nobody gives a shit bro