ArminArmout

remember me? arminarmout, davepeta, darkness chan, whatever
just going on a nostalgia trip at the moment what a wild ride this was 

man this community really was such a huge stepping stone in my life even if i was only like 12 when i first joined in 2013 and  i was 14 when i got mod haha
i will always remember the connections i got here and i always think about all the great times i had on JB and TGH over years whenever tf2 comes up
looking back on these forums is such a wave of nostalgia
you guys were actually the first people i ever came out to as trans back in 2015, since i felt so comfortable here and stuff
still on shit terms with my parents sadly lol but college is going well
anyway have this funny meme from my favorite games (mgs2 best)
jermagearsolid.mp4 ocelot.webm metalgearlore.mp4 APRL_30th.mov metalgearsolid3.mp4 liquidocelot.mp4

2016 gang gang!!!!!!! 
love u man u were always awesome

i finally come back and this is the one of the first posts i see, rip 
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i mean, as a person i think he's stupid but as a youtuber he's funny 
im not super into jontron anymore anyways, i got banned from the jontron server i was in so it kind of drifted away 
i still watch his videos when they come out every other year

Hi, its me davepeta/armin/whatever
theres a lot of catching up to do, first i should start out with that my personality has changed a lot since i was last playing, im now a huge weeb and dont really care what people say to me. i was offline off of steam for a year lol. 
the big part is that im still a tranny, and i came out to my parents around the same time i left. i got into a car accident and was perfectly fine, but it gave me the courage to tell them. we got into a huge fight and it didnt go well, and it still hasnt for them a year and a half(almost) later.  
confession time: 
I'm 16, I lied about my age when I first joined to get mod.  which means i would have been 13 when I first joined and that same age when I got modded, and 15 when I left. its why my birthday is at 8/20/1900. (really was 8/20/2001) i should have said that after i stepped down, to be honest. 
so i guess clocktown got updated, and tf2 looks weird as fudge now
ill be playing tf2 and using discord i guess, i know that we didnt have a discord server before but maybe we do now.
they added JOJO hats though. 
thats me, hbu
discord: Darkness-chan#6584 (best girl)

Hi, its me davepeta/armin/whatever
theres a lot of catching up to do, first i should start out with that my personality has changed a lot since i was last playing, im now a huge weeb and dont really care what people say to me. i was offline off of steam for a year lol. 
the big part is that im still a tranny, and i came out to my parents around the same time i left. i got into a car accident and was perfectly fine, but it gave me the courage to tell them. we got into a huge fight and it didnt go well, and it still hasnt for them a year and a half(almost) later.  
confession time: 
I'm 16, I lied about my age when I first joined to get mod.  which means i would have been 13 when I first joined and that same age when I got modded, and 15 when I left. its why my birthday is at 8/20/1900. (really was 8/20/2001) i should have said that after i stepped down, to be honest. 
so i guess clocktown got updated, and tf2 looks weird as fudge now
ill be playing tf2 and using discord i guess, i know that we didnt have a discord server before but maybe we do now.
they added JOJO hats though. 
thats me, hbu
discord: Darkness-chan#6584 (best girl)

The winter Holidays are hopefully going to bring life to the servers But i doubt Jailbreak will wake up.

update: i'll probably come back in like the summer when school ends when i havent played tf2 in a while to play again

update: i'll probably come back in like the summer when school ends when i havent played tf2 in a while to play again

Sad to see you leave armin.

You were cool. ;[ Hope to still see you on the servers, though.

So after playing tf2 for almost 4 years, I'm finally getting burnt out. I'm just not having fun playing it anymore, and my activity really has gone down. Every time I go on the servers now it feels like a chore and I'm just doing it to log hours, and not enjoying it. So I'm stepping down. I've been a mod for a year and 1/2+ and I've been playing on the servers for even longer but I'm getting tired of tf2 now and would rather do other stuff, and school is a thing too. I've met a lot of a cool people when I've been here and it's time to say goodbye.
 
:waving:
cya

yeah that's probably one of the biggest games I'm playing now

yeah that's probably one of the biggest games I'm playing now

Been here since I was mod before. Hope to still see you on servers.

gonna miss those good time medic bonesaw crits </3

I blame overwatch for this, I just know it.
 
 
Sad to see you stepping down, gonna miss ya.
 
:(

Hopefully life treats you well in whatever you might do and that you can enjoy yourself with whatever it might be. Take care.

You were one of our oldest mods, having your position for over a year. Sorry to see you go friend.

yeah that's probably one of the biggest games I'm playing now

So after playing tf2 for almost 4 years, I'm finally getting burnt out. I'm just not having fun playing it anymore, and my activity really has gone down. Every time I go on the servers now it feels like a chore and I'm just doing it to log hours, and not enjoying it. So I'm stepping down. I've been a mod for a year and 1/2+ and I've been playing on the servers for even longer but I'm getting tired of tf2 now and would rather do other stuff, and school is a thing too. I've met a lot of a cool people when I've been here and it's time to say goodbye.
 
:waving:
cya

So after playing tf2 for almost 4 years, I'm finally getting burnt out. I'm just not having fun playing it anymore, and my activity really has gone down. Every time I go on the servers now it feels like a chore and I'm just doing it to log hours, and not enjoying it. So I'm stepping down. I've been a mod for a year and 1/2+ and I've been playing on the servers for even longer but I'm getting tired of tf2 now and would rather do other stuff, and school is a thing too. I've met a lot of a cool people when I've been here and it's time to say goodbye.
 
:waving:
cya

yeah

please clap

I can't believe how difficult this is for me. I've written and rewritten this message at least ten times now, and I still don't like the way it's coming out. But fuck it, it needs to be said.
 
My time here at XenoGamers has been amazing. I've made some very strong friendships, made some very fond memories, and helped build this clan into something astounding. If anything, pride is the strongest feeling I have for where xG is at today. I'm proud of our little community. I'm proud of the people who are leading it in the direction it is going. And I am proud of the growth we have made here in our tiny little corner of the internet.
 
With all of that being said, it is time for me to hang up my coat. Ladies and gentleman, I am hereby announcing that, as of now, I am stepping down from the role of Clan Manager here in xG. No tricks. No memes. 100% pure honesty.
 
Some may be wondering why. And to that, I can only say that I have accomplished everything I set out to do, specifically with the Team Fortress 2 division. There was once a time where my assistance was in dire need, and I provided it to my fullest abilities. There were many problems that needed solving, and someone such as myself was required to find the solutions. The time for my assistance has long since passed, so now it's time to turn in the badge.
 
In all honesty, the higher ups are super crowded right now. With the return of @Aegean, our higher ups are in excellent hands, and I honestly feel like the responsibilities of our CMs is spread waaay too thin among us all. So it's with no remorse that I depart from this point, because deep down I know that after I leave, we will continue to operate under some great leadership.
 
And to be quite frank, since we have gotten to where we are at, the desire to play Team Fortress 2 has dwindled heavily. In the day, I find myself wanting to play less and less. It's almost at the point where I am considering selling off my entire inventory, and when someone with a near $5k backpack is considering cashing out, that's a pretty strong indicator that the desire is depleted. Not only this, but with other distractions in life, such as new games to play, responsibilities to oversee, and people to connect with, Team Fortress 2 simply is not a priority at this time.
 
I love you guys. I love this clan. And I honestly feel that it deserves much more than what I am giving it at this time. I have no desire to pursue the game any further. And as much as it hurts me to step down, I feel like it is something I have to do.
 
Please don't think this is me abandoning the clan. I'll still be around. I'll check in occasionally, perhaps hop on a server every now and then, and I'll still be here. I just won't be the guy people turn to to ask questions or ask for help.
 
Thanks for the memories xG. See you, space cowboy. =)