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I can agree with Frosty, you don't have to find a lot of people, but even just one person to help lift you up and make you feel good really can make a difference. As hard as it may seem right now, try to find some sort of hobby, preferably something where you can see your progress as it happens. Creating something and seeing that you made it may help you feel better. Also, if you ever need someone to talk to and just vent, you can message me Xeno, I don't like to see anyone going through this sort of situation because I was in a similar place not long ago and it sucked.

Division Manager huh? lol

Yup, you were banned for one day. You can find ban info here in such a situation. I'll close this then since this is pretty much resolved. ~Closed

As far as I know, you were banned for avoiding punishment by saying a slur and leaving immediately after. Because of this, we had to ban you by steam ID which is why it may not have show your name.

Hey man, idk what to do exactly but this is what I have been doing: So as many of you know I'm 15 and in high school, but i also weigh 265 pounds. Im a strong, tall, large framed person, but i also have lots of extra fat. As a depressive and an externally motivated person, its hard to get in shape. My dad is also depressed (on a much worse level) and is externally motivated. To get around our problems we motivate each other. Through this I've started a workout routine and am working to get into shape. Mu recommendation is that you find someone who can help you, and you work with them to help boost yourself back up. Its never easy but its always worth it.

-1, to both aspects. I'll start with admin, as there are very few situations where i'd be ok with promoting someone straight to a higher position like that. Namely the only case I could think of would be if someone had to step down due to not being capable of being active enough and return not too long afterwards. This is neither of those cases as you stepped down, regardless of reason, of your own choosing and have refrained from being staff for a substantial amount of time. It is entirely unfair to other staff members who have had to consistently work and put in effort to reach a position for someone else to come up from nowhere to receive it based on merit and not on actual effort put forward. Staff positions are not something that should be treated as a welcome basket for people to receive as they come and go at their pleasing. The concept of someone leaving their position whenever they just don't feel like being active again and returning back into it whenever they change their mind is ridiculous (Not to say that is the case, but it's a matter of upholding the principle). Now if someone is suitable for a position, then really there is no reason that person shouldn't be able to rise to that spot in short order. If they aren't capable of doing that, then that should be telling of if they were actually suitable still. Not only is this the most direct way to actually show this, but it's also the most direct way for you to show that you're wanting staff because you're putting the servers first, not because you want a position. I hold it in high regard that not only upcoming or returning ones but all staff members should be more then willing to do their work regardless of what position and powers they hold, because the first and foremost thing on their concern should be helping the server which can be done just as equally regardless of rank. Now when it comes to you getting staff, this is the much less hard -1. The first thing I usually tell most people who come to me and ask about getting staff is to try and act like staff when on, and you haven't been. The most you usually do in regards to this is calling out people of breaking rules frankly somewhat rudely most the time, which anyone can do. The goal is not to police the server, but to moderate them so they can be as enjoyable of a place for everyone. When punishing people for something going wrong it's also about helping them to understand exactly how things should be, and just in general being a helpful person to everyone on the server and someone that is viewed as reliable, friendly, and people can come to with their issues if need be. Now I really probably didn't need to tell you much on that but honestly i'm making this all more of an address to about the whole concept. When it comes to you personally, a big thing is that you are plenty talkative with your friends, but not nearly as much to the rest of the server. That's definitely a direct thing that could be worked on that would be toned to the whole concept. To put it all a bit shorter, you were a good staff in the past, but the past doesn't tell us about now, it only allows us to make assumptions on what could be. I'm concerned about the here and now and what is. Show me that you can do well now, and everything will be great.

Division Team Fortress 2 In-Game Name Bonfire Identity STEAM_1:0:45286502 Position Administrator Time Active on Servers Over 4 years Information Howdy Doody Gamers, I have been admin before for xG twice and I would like to join the staff team again. The first time I stepped down was because of drama and the second time was because I lost all interest in tf2, but for the last months I have found new interest in playing tf2. I think I should be promoted straight to admin instead of moderator because I have already worked my way up to admin twice already, and I've helped alot of staff with server issues as a member.

+1 bonfire for cl lmao

Division Team Fortress 2 In-Game Name seel Identity STEAM_1:1:199839281 Position Moderator Time Active on Servers about a year Information im 15 and my real name is jordan.