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Hey guys, umm.. Yeah, I know most of you guys hate my guts, but I can't sleep easy at night without making things a little bit more clear. So over the past few years, I have been a little kid and I've basically made a lot of bad choices and built up a terrible reputation.. Which in the end, has got me permanently banned from the xG servers. (I also got banned from the forums until 2020 but @Nomulous made this small apology possible, so I just can't help but mention how much I appreciate that.) Anyway guys, If you know who I am, you probably know me as a Turkish 12 years old troll that has no idea what he is doing, or what he's saying. And yes that has been what I was, but I've learned how to respect people and for that matter, that's pretty much the reason I'm making this apology. I guess the only reason I've made the "Kthxbai" thread is because I was nothing but a pissed off kid for getting banned permanently from my favorite Team Fortress 2 Server (JB #1 to be specific) But I now understand the reason, even though I personally don't think it's too fair, if higher ups think that is what I deserve, then i should indeed be perma banned. Also, it is true that I have evaded my permanent ban a couple of times after being permanently banned for the reason of not being able to find any good jailbreak servers. I'm being 100% honest here, I have searched desperately for good TF2 Jailbreak servers for weeks or maybe even months. But no server I've come across was as good as xG JB#1/2. I can't say anything good about the fact that I've evaded my permanent ban but that is irrelevant to my apology since I already know I am most likely not gonna be unbanned from the servers any time soon. So, first of all I wanna generally apologize from all of the @members that have known me in any way so far. I know I've been a toxic person towards the entire community during and after my membership and I'm really sorry for offending the entire clan with the Kthxbai thread. I can also easily see why a lot of people here hate me when I look back at my posts back when I was first banned. Now, I'm gonna start personal apologies with the clan leader, @Rhododendron . I'm sorry for throwing shit at the whole clan just for being pissed off at a ban. I don't personally know you one bit, so I can't comment any further but you seem like a cool guy. @BelloWaldi This guy right here is one of the dopest guys on earth (considerably), even though I've told him that I'm probably hurting his reputation in xG (and I did) just by being friends with him but this Red OG right here didn't even care. Sorry for being a shit friend. @FoRgE You were always right, and yet we did agree on most things. Although as you said we could never get along, I did also troll you a few times in the past but the past is past. Also I always thought you're a cool guy, didn't really matter what you thought of me. @Barmithian Looking at my older threads and my replies to your replies, makes me wanna punch myself in the dick. Sorry for attacking people for disagreeing with me, I've now learned how to respect other people's opinions. @CoolyCooly Sorry for being a 12 years old turkish troll in the past @Vector No matter how much you thought I was severly autistic or dumbshit retarded, I always thought you were a cool guy. Sorry for being the newest member of the bullshit crew. @kbraszzz I don't really know what you thought of me back then but I know one thing for sure that you didn't really like me at all, which is easily understanable. I also remember saying "fuck you" in steam chat and removing you from my friends list after i got perma banned. Sorry about all of that and, like I said, it was because I was nothing but a pissed off kid. @Bach I know you didn't like me because I had a squeaky voice and a dumb little kid behaviour. And the only thing I can say is this; If I were in your position at the time, I would've treated me even shittier. I honestly looked up to you when you were in the server as a warden most of your time. @ChickenPanda I know you are one of the people who hate me the most, but even though I've apologized once from you through steam, I will apologize once here again. Honestly I never knew you very well, but I could tell that you were at least slightly a cool guy since you were friends with Bello. You did hate me for the reason pretty much every one else hated me for, so I guess I can't say anything but sorry. @Dethman You know, I still couldn't figure out whether you hate me or not, but one thing I can tell for sure is, you are pretty loyal and bound to xG, and I actually respect that. thats pretty much it, I know most/some of you think im doing this to get unbanned, but I'm pretty sure I'm not even gonna get much support due to me evading my permanent ban a couple of times which means I will probably never get unbanned from the servers. I understand, it's not my right to expect people to think I've changed anyway. I'm also sorry if I forgot to include something improtant here. edit: correcting some grammar mistakes edit2: @StarmiX I'm sorry for not tagging you.

And I can confirm as well that Egossi caused no trouble while evading his ban. Also, whether or not he wasn't being and "adult" and making a ban request, he's here to apologize for the mistakes that he has made. Hasn't anyone told you not to hold grudges? I've got your back, Egossi.

It wouldn't be a grudge, it'd be a hatred for robbers in general. You don't want your store to be robbed anyhow. But I get your point, grudges aren't hard to give up because of pride. You still shouldn't hold a grudge though. Unless Egossi kept messaging me and sending me threats and harassing me in a serious manner constantly, then I would grow a hatred for him. Later down the road, he left me alone and then pops up out of no where with a serious apology? I'd probably forgive him. That doesn't mean that I will be instantly best friends with Egossi, but it's a start of a new path.

What exactly is Egossi trying to get? People to accept his apology at most. He is is apologizing for being a turd in the past. Whether or not you accept it, that's up to you. He even stated that he knows the chances of him being unbanned is slim to none due to the evasions on his ban. Also, you can see peoples past names on their Steam profile. Match up the names and then you know if Egossi pulled that stunt. But, when you say you're trying not to hold a grudge, but yet still pull past events and hold them dearly. Seriously, I'm not telling you to accept his apology, but drop that junk and at least listen to him apologize with open ears and a blank mind.

I really can't wait much longer for CS:GO jb. I spent an entire summer on the couch playing CS:S xG servers (literally 100% of the time on CS:S) and I'm bored as hell with MM, Faceit and AWP servers. Let's hope it's open soon.:(

How many times do I have to remind you (and people who keep mentioning my ban) that this is an apology thread, not a ban protest. I already have lost pretty much all my hope in being unbanned. Yes, I do beleive the ban I got in the first place was unjust but that is completely irrelevant to this thread. Please, don't derail the thread.

Okay, whatever. I am sorry for overreacting a bit, some posts just make me extremely angry. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ What I wanted to say, in my opinion it's a great step to make an apology and trying to handle this like human beings. Apology and forgiveness are two sides of the same emotional coin. They reflect the constructive ways the oppressors and the oppressed in an intractable conflict can come to grips with the pain and suffering the conflict produced. Apologies and forgiveness are important because intractable conflicts generate such deep and searing emotions. Even after the fighting stops, people still feel the pain, hurt, anger, fear, and hatred that produced the conflict and its horrors in the first place. Without apology and forgiveness, people remain locked in the value systems that produced the conflict. Little progress beyond a ceasefire can be made. t is not easy, however, to apologize or forgive. To see that, consider two scenes from the remarkable documentary about the South African Truth and Reconciliation Commission, "Long Night's Journey Into Day."[1] The film ends with the case of two policemen who had asked for amnesty for their killing of seven young black teenagers during the struggle for the townships in the 1980s. The apology made by the white officer was anything but heartfelt. He remained arrogant, and clearly was making the apology only in order to have a chance at gaining amnesty. His lack of sincerity was obvious; he was refused. The other officer was black. The film showed his hearing before the Commission, where it was clear that he truly felt remorse. Nonetheless, the mothers of the seven boys were still so grief-stricken almost 15 years after the murders that they broke down and had to be taken from the room. The Commission then set up a meeting between the former officer and the seven women. The officer was in tears for much of the session. For much of the session, the mothers remained adamant in their refusal to forgive him. Finally, one of them noticed that his name means "prayer" in Xhosa, his native language. She told him that, as a Christian, she realized that she had a duty to forgive. At that point, you could feel the tension escape from the room. Those eight people, brought together in tragedy, were ready to move on with their personal and political lives. What I want to say: Those people who hate Egossi should just move on and just drop that past. Just accept his apology and start over. I hope you get what I am saying, this is gonna be my last post in this thread if you think this is "too emotional" then you may be right.

I understand, guys. Again, I've clearly stated that I'm not expecting anyone to beleive the fact that I've changed, or just unban me. This is an apology, I don't want it to be derailed just because of some disagreements.

So much oof from what i am seeing. It is hard not to hold grudges. If someone robbed a store and i was the owner of that store. The guy goes to jail and gets out, i would still hold a grudge since he robbed the store.

Honestly whyte, i don't want to be rude but you have literally never seen him. So please stop judging someone you have never seen. You never had anything to do with him, you really can't judge him.

I appreciate the apology, but I still do not want you unbanned. You're too risky. You change your IP so you can come back, and you actually have about 3 recent perms from @BelloWaldi . I've said this to Bello already, but your friends reflect onto you, and your "friend" changed his name to Egossi, and added me to tell me what a shitty person I was. If you make those type of friends I don't know what to think of you. All you've ever done is troll, and I'm trying not to hold grudges as @Goblins said, however, with the things you've done, I find it hard to believe you've come back to apologize and be a nice, mature person. I wouldn't even be willing to give you a chance, considering your "friend" adding me the other day. Good luck to you, however.

amazing and cute! <3

he literally caused never trouble. lol. Why not?

The ban was a little over done. Yes the evading does not help but i mean it went from a week ban to perm for 1 account evading and another unproven. I have heard many higherups (CL's) say ban evasions are supposed to be ban the alt and warn or i think it was add on another day/week/month. But it seems they went to perm and i think some people would like an explanation as to why it went straight to perm ban. @Nomulous @kbraszzz

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TPJcEJKR6w Defense of the Ancients 2

Wasn't really a shit post anyhow? In my own opinion from seeing and playing LoL, DotA is much more complex. That sentence didn't have the intention of coming off in a negative or bashful way towards the game. My mindset was that this whole thread is to persuade other MOBA players to play DotA, which is the whole point of my post. Persuading people to convert to DotA or start playing the game in general. Also for the record, DotA has lane bullies, and forty percent of the heroes in DotA have skill shots of some sort. ;) Flash farming is a mechanic used in both games. I know that, and that is why I never brought that up in my post. The micro intensive fights also occur, regardless of the "point and click" skills. You're going to get that in MOBAs. I fixed my post to cut endless fighting, and I'll watch my wording next time to not trigger anyone in this MOBA division.

Please play Dota 2 we have cute fuzzy heros: .

+1 I liked you c: A - 9/10 M - 7/10

neteX,I was one one the VERY, VERY, VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY few people who supported you, the majority of xG at the time trolled you and you got in trouble for it, then again, there were more times where you trolled instead of them,a decent amount more, so you get banned for trolling, time passes, you get get unbanned for scrim, then you tell some kid your going to "melt ur modem kid" if i remember the words said correctly, and some people DO change over time, but it hasn't been long, its only january and you last got banned like summer,and you got unbanned then because people THOUGHT you may have changed, and then you get banned. -1, maybe in a while, you can get unbanned.

Finally the US Supreme Court has ruled gay marriage legal throughout the entire US. Some people may be angry because of their beliefs or because they believe the states should've decided individually, but honestly I think it was a great thing. I'm not homosexual or anything, but I'm still very happy for the people who have been waiting for this decision. If you are against gay marriage, I have one question for you; how will it effect you in any way? It isn't like gay marriage will turn most of America gay, and in religions like Christianity, you are supposed to love everyone. I just hope churces aren't forced to marry gays, as they still could be against it, but I don't want this to be some extreme political debate. But feel free to share your input, no one's gettin judge as long as they have reasoning. TLDR; good job gay bois and gay gurls No im not some tumblr sjw extremist liberal, and politically im mostly independant, but i just feel the united states has made a pretty good choice If you are or against gay marriage, please just keep this thread civilized And if you are in xG and homosexual, this is probably great news

Thanks for the tag ;_;

There wasn't any screaming.

Why I should play Heroes of the Storm: All my friends play it. One of my friends used to play DotA but transitioned to HotS. I'll get a card back in Hearthstone (probably)

Why did you 'on the low' throw shade at chicken in your apology to him? I know I have a very biased opinion because of my one sided information on Egossi, but like it shows in this thread to me (as a manipulative guy myself) that this seems like your brown nosing everyone because you got tired of changing your ip. I know I'm not a higher up or whatever, but like this "apology' or whatever doesn't seem like an apology when he's obviously trying to gain something from Xeno Gamers. Enough said I just don't like it. Correct me if I'm the only one who thinks this, all you want. Sorry If you think this is harsh, its just what I feel.