DepressedNeonNepp

Hate me all you want but this I swear is my last thread. I've tried to work on myself but it clearly isn't good enough for any of you.
     You say you welcome back with open arms but since I've come back all I've been meet with is toxicity and constant hate for what I did over a month ago.
I worked on myself for this community, to the point of getting out of a relationship because I tought it was stressing me out, but you don't care about my efforts. All you did was shit on them. I have tried so hard to become a better person for all of you, toxic or not, but you didn't care. You have.me shit for what I did over a month ago. You don't have things stay in the past but you keep them here, which is why I think I'm hated. Seriously, I feel bad for anyone who got or gets into the position I'm in, trying to be better but not being allowed to, bringing out the worst in them like I did.
 
@FrostyBoiGrim you were always great friend and always cared about me staying. Your a great person and no one cares to know you to see that.
@-Diphikult you were the best friend I could ever ask for. You were always there when I needed you and we're a great person in general. You helped me through so much and I will always respect you for that.
Goodbye everyone. 
and Chance , I called you something terrible for you doing your job and I'm truly sorry for that.
I truly like.few.people in this community and am.never coming back. I'm logging out of this account and never coming back, I'm going venturing for another community. Goodbye.
I'm might respond to comments but probably not, because I know most of them will be giving me shit and telling me I'll come crawling back.
Dannypicacho, I might have been toxic towards you but I never really hated you.

I haven't spammed forms since my first time doing it. Get some fucking evidence before pulling that shit on me. As I said I'm NOT coming back.

Hate me all you want but this I swear is my last thread. I've tried to work on myself but it clearly isn't good enough for any of you.
     You say you welcome back with open arms but since I've come back all I've been meet with is toxicity and constant hate for what I did over a month ago.
I worked on myself for this community, to the point of getting out of a relationship because I tought it was stressing me out, but you don't care about my efforts. All you did was shit on them. I have tried so hard to become a better person for all of you, toxic or not, but you didn't care. You have.me shit for what I did over a month ago. You don't have things stay in the past but you keep them here, which is why I think I'm hated. Seriously, I feel bad for anyone who got or gets into the position I'm in, trying to be better but not being allowed to, bringing out the worst in them like I did.
 
@FrostyBoiGrim you were always great friend and always cared about me staying. Your a great person and no one cares to know you to see that.
@-Diphikult you were the best friend I could ever ask for. You were always there when I needed you and we're a great person in general. You helped me through so much and I will always respect you for that.
Goodbye everyone. 
and Chance , I called you something terrible for you doing your job and I'm truly sorry for that.
I truly like.few.people in this community and am.never coming back. I'm logging out of this account and never coming back, I'm going venturing for another community. Goodbye.
I'm might respond to comments but probably not, because I know most of them will be giving me shit and telling me I'll come crawling back.
Dannypicacho, I might have been toxic towards you but I never really hated you.

I haven't spammed forms since my first time doing it. Get some fucking evidence before pulling that shit on me. As I said I'm NOT coming back.

Neon what the fuck, the issue isn't that anyone hates you, it's that you came back and immediately started pulling the same shit that you got called out for in the first place.
 
See you in a few weeks.

Hate me all you want but this I swear is my last thread. I've tried to work on myself but it clearly isn't good enough for any of you.
     You say you welcome back with open arms but since I've come back all I've been meet with is toxicity and constant hate for what I did over a month ago.
I worked on myself for this community, to the point of getting out of a relationship because I tought it was stressing me out, but you don't care about my efforts. All you did was shit on them. I have tried so hard to become a better person for all of you, toxic or not, but you didn't care. You have.me shit for what I did over a month ago. You don't have things stay in the past but you keep them here, which is why I think I'm hated. Seriously, I feel bad for anyone who got or gets into the position I'm in, trying to be better but not being allowed to, bringing out the worst in them like I did.
 
@FrostyBoiGrim you were always great friend and always cared about me staying. Your a great person and no one cares to know you to see that.
@-Diphikult you were the best friend I could ever ask for. You were always there when I needed you and we're a great person in general. You helped me through so much and I will always respect you for that.
Goodbye everyone. 
and Chance , I called you something terrible for you doing your job and I'm truly sorry for that.
I truly like.few.people in this community and am.never coming back. I'm logging out of this account and never coming back, I'm going venturing for another community. Goodbye.
I'm might respond to comments but probably not, because I know most of them will be giving me shit and telling me I'll come crawling back.
Dannypicacho, I might have been toxic towards you but I never really hated you.

Not gonna lie, I don't like the idea of the hidden staff promotions. No one knows that the person is gonna get staff until promo/demo comes out. No room for anyone to speak out against it without having to make a member protest / an abuse thread, both of which are almost impossible to pass. It's good that Spooks will actually make a mod app when they come around to it because again, I don't see why silent promotions from member to mod exist.

good riddance 

I don't care if you know me or not. I will still post this even though no one will read it.  

this ain't css late night OG days homie, gotta work for your freekills.

As much as I agree with Kypari and Nebby that you don't have to leave if you feel like its a must then so be it. Always remember that xG is an open community and if you do ever get a change of mind to come back we all would gladly help you come back with open arms. The depression is something I must comment on, if you feel like leaving than so be it but if you ever get bad thoughts or just feel emotionally shattered at any point in time all of us are here for you. If you ever need to vent or talk about something that you have been meaning to get off your chest for a while I'm here for you, all of us are here for you. As of now I'm gonna miss seeing you around on tf2 servers. Best of luck with your future endeavors and if you decide to keep the membership than so be it, if not then once again so be it. Don't forget we are here for you and we will never forget you due to your great impact on the community. We are always here for you.

She can honestly apply for staff like the rest of the people who leave and come back a month later.

How I can call a staff member gay on TF2 and they'll agree. 

The TF2 Community knows their place, they all know they are furries and weebs ?
 
Please don't hurt me TF2 Community, I'm just a poor black bloke looking for some money.

Being able to help and guide people on the servers as somewhat of a role-model for sure. I love helping new staff get as comfortable and enjoy their position as much as possible whilst still maintaining peace and positivity on the servers and to guide regulars or members on rules and trying to get staff (etc)

Um... I can't really say I have a favorite because I think most if it is fine. Maybe tf2 surf?

In-Game Name
DepressedNeonNepp Division
Team Fortress 2 Previous Member
Yes Identity
STEAM_0:0:233269417 Age
13 Previously Banned
No Time Active on Servers
5 days Reason for Joining
Well I resigned to leave for fog (Fortress of Gamers) which I soon found out was shutting down at the end of the month. So I figured I would work on myself to come back here and that's exactly what I did. If I was toxic when you may have ran into me, im sincerely sorry. I would like to come back and work on myself even more while im back here at xG.

In-Game Name
DepressedNeonNepp Division
Team Fortress 2 Previous Member
Yes Identity
STEAM_0:0:233269417 Age
13 Previously Banned
No Time Active on Servers
5 days Reason for Joining
Well I resigned to leave for fog (Fortress of Gamers) which I soon found out was shutting down at the end of the month. So I figured I would work on myself to come back here and that's exactly what I did. If I was toxic when you may have ran into me, im sincerely sorry. I would like to come back and work on myself even more while im back here at xG.

Seg wasn't on the server lmao

They should make a series about me: "The Last Non-Furry TF2 Staff". I'm an endangered species, please help me.

I mean I liked being able to post normal person hentai because i have an interest in that stuff and I like being able to share it. The fetish stuff was fucking disgusting but if there was a channel for just that stuff then I could simply mute it and move on. Also this whole thing means now i can only post like 1/75th of my memes because most of my phone is NSFW and shitposting content.
 
Where my F in chat for #shitposting at?

I'm still waiting for dm @Kypari ?

I don't think any other higher up has admitted to getting their dick's sucked in exchange for powers while still in the position LOL

6/14 of the staff members are furries. While that's 6 too many, I think recent events are showing that you just have to suck some higherup dick to get staff instead of having to get a fursuit as well

Glad to see someone trying out the tf2 side, I was going to mention that there are weapon unlocks for all classes. If you figure out which classes you enjoy I can give you all the unlocks for those classes because I have a ton of duplicates. Also I teach rocket jumping with soldier and sticky jumping with demo so if you like either of those classes I would gladly help you learn how to be efficient with them.