Forest

As for being blunt to people, I can see how you think that. I think you just happen to catch me on my low points but I will definitely work on improving that overall and trying to not be as negative per say. As for spamming Lenny faces. I can sort of agree with you there on something I have to work on. I don't think I really ever "spammed" Lenny binds but I do think I used them more than the average player. Definitely something I'll work on getter better at though. And as for being immature, yeah I agree with you there. I can be really immature at times he howeverver for the most part I think I'm getting better. Thanks for the feedback Kypari!
I personally think I've been getting better at opening up to new people and not just being a troll. Like you said it's just taken time and might take a little more time until I'm a social butterfly per say. Nonetheless thanks for your input Seggie!

I made a xG Destiny 2 clan if anyone would like to join, its a fun game that really rewards community work so I felt it would be a great fit for this community.
If anyone has the game, wants the game or regularly plays the game wants to join feel free!
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Ok, so I did the dance challenge if it’s way too cringe because it is. I will redo it.
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Sincerity and flattery can only get one so far in life, especially with such an extensive history of trouble. That isn't even considering that you're basically telling us that every other time you apologized wasn't "serious" up until now.
Tatost also makes a very valid point- there is no "cure" for a mental illness/disorder, so either you're referring to the fact that you have it under control, or you are pulling it out of thin air and using it as an excuse to justify your past actions; the latter of which would be downright disgusting. With that said, I won't assume either are the case here, but it is worth pointing it out.
I don't know you, nor do I know the extent of the trolling you have done in the past, but judging solely on the fact that you can actually see the escalation of bans (day > week > month > permanent) in your Ban History, the odds are really low in your favour that any sort of lesson has been learned (especially now that you've posted within a month of your perm). I won't say that it's impossible, merely unlikely.
My suggestion to you, especially if you really are sincere, is to go through the unban challenge. That will serve as your one and only final chance, because once that has been used up and you are perm'd again, there is no going back. This also demonstrates that you are owning your mistake(s) and that you are choosing to rectify it on your own terms. Alternatively, the higher-ups may decide to give you another chance here, but if that is the case I strongly recommend that the use of the unban challenge be no longer applicable to this player.
Just my thoughts, but I remain neutral as I reserve all judgement for those who are familiar with the player

Godspeed friend. Shit happens, or well Life happens. Take your time to get everything in order, Xeno Gamers isn't going anywhere so don't even worry about it ?
Side note: your mom could use a side of chilli. Maybe some spaghetti if she's upsetti.

You're new kid, don't try to claim a title you can never live up to.
 
Welcome to the community

Kypari and I on a regular day at the pub (Ky left, me right)

Kypari and I on Halloween (Kypari left, me right)

Having some issues at me house of wonders so I’m gonna be taking a break from XG (would join but mom cut the Ethernet cord Lmfao)
 
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i got grounded for “skipping class” even though I threw up in the bathroom and so I texted my mom and asked her if o could go home. She said no but by the time she responded it was twenty minutes into a French test and we all know how stinky French is (Spanish is better)

Not getting unbanned due to the context and your history, but I would not have banned you a whole day over such an issue. If you ever have a problem, feel free to message a higher-up if you want a second opinion.

For everyone here, getting back on to dispute a kick or a mute is not grounds to be banned. That being said, the way YOU try to dispute just ruins the server experience for everyone which is why I'm not unbanning you. You knew exactly what you were doing by playing music in your background despite previous warnings, and you were just baiting staff.
Play on our servers to have fun, stop causing unnecessary conflict. 
~Closed

Welcome to our colourful community friend! I'm a long-time Member of Xeno Gamers who usually only ever kicks around forums whenever I have a moment to do so (when I'm not slaving away on FIFA for EA), maybe log in every now and again on our CS:GO Jailbreak Servers for shits and giggles too.
Make sure to hit up our Discord server to familiarize and introduce yourself among the locals- I hear it's where all of the kids hang out now: https://discord.gg/VWEWDjV
Most importantly, be sure to sit back, relax, and enjoy your stay within our community ?

Welcome to our colourful community friend! I'm a long-time Member of Xeno Gamers who usually only ever kicks around forums whenever I have a moment to do so (when I'm not slaving away on FIFA for EA), maybe log in every now and again on our CS:GO Jailbreak Servers for shits and giggles too.
Make sure to hit up our Discord server to familiarize and introduce yourself among the locals- I hear it's where all of the kids hang out now: https://discord.gg/VWEWDjV
Most importantly, be sure to sit back, relax, and enjoy your stay within our community ?

My condolences to you and everyone else who had to experience that horror.

I am going as a pirate, need to get my coat finished but this is where the costume is now

I was planning draw something for Halloween this year, but unfortunately, I hurted my arm by accident and I can't draw anything right now.
So here you guys have an special made on Blender!
Reiki+Gallantmon armor
Made by me
 
"BTW, I know that is not Halloween yet"

Keeping any "serious" discussion thread on-track in forums is already a stretch. I can't imagine how much worse it would be in a channel on Discord.
I share the skepticism of everyone else who has posted saying as much here, it just isn't really worth it. Besides, I don't think our rules prevents anyone from discussing that stuff publicly in any given channel to begin with, though please correct me if I'm wrong.

"Do not bring up or make remarks to political stances, religions, leaders, nations, or touchy subjects." in the community rules, also in the #rules-faq channel in discord

You can get dressed while on candy duty fam

I personally am a proud supporter of certain NSFW images/media. for example King Kobra ( @Forest ) and spider porn ( @Vector )

This pretty much. I've accepted that I'll never be perfect, but I can try being less of an ass.

being toxic and harassing tf2 staff iirc

Just rename the channel "#repressedsexualdesires" because it doesn't seem like a lot of shitposting is happening based on all of the complaints ?
Alternatively, as previously suggested by multiple people, just enforce a rule that prohibits any pornographic or otherwise sexually suggestive material. Don't see why that kind of stuff even needs a place here to be perfectly honest.
Or y'know, just cut your losses and get rid of it

Just rename the channel "#repressedsexualdesires" because it doesn't seem like a lot of shitposting is happening based on all of the complaints ?
Alternatively, as previously suggested by multiple people, just enforce a rule that prohibits any pornographic or otherwise sexually suggestive material. Don't see why that kind of stuff even needs a place here to be perfectly honest.
Or y'know, just cut your losses and get rid of it

Just rename the channel "#repressedsexualdesires" because it doesn't seem like a lot of shitposting is happening based on all of the complaints ?
Alternatively, as previously suggested by multiple people, just enforce a rule that prohibits any pornographic or otherwise sexually suggestive material. Don't see why that kind of stuff even needs a place here to be perfectly honest.
Or y'know, just cut your losses and get rid of it

Being able to help and guide people on the servers as somewhat of a role-model for sure. I love helping new staff get as comfortable and enjoy their position as much as possible whilst still maintaining peace and positivity on the servers and to guide regulars or members on rules and trying to get staff (etc)

While I don't personally know you, I can certainly sympathize with what you are going through. Gaming is supposed to be a fun time, and if you are getting nothing "fun" out of it and find that you are being harassed or whatever on our servers, then you definitely should not be voluntarily subjecting yourself to it. I don't suppose you have tried reaching out to our Staff? By no means is it your responsibility to do so, but please keep in mind that our Staff are unable to address any problem areas if they are unaware of them.
With that said, do it up any way you want to my dude. Relax and take it easy