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Since everyone and their mom is talking about it behind peoples backs and or just all over the place anywhere and everywhere, everybody already knows that pear is referencing me in this post/all the individuals he has messaged yesterday before he made this post.
If for some reason you take our back and forth banter/shit talking each other to be anything other than what I just said it was then I apologize for that, and next time all you gotta do is let me know that you're not cool with the way every single one of both our interactions with eachother has been and that will stop. but that goes both ways, I have never once been offended or take any of your "insults" personally but if you are going to take them like that then you also need to realize that I am only dishing back what I consider to be friendly insults back to you because that's how I have been perceiving our internet friendship based solely on our interactions.
 
That being said:
I would never tell somebody to kill themselves or tell them they are worthless and nobody cares about them, especially having known numerous individuals in my life that have suffered with depression and thoughts of suicide and like they would never belong or be happy in the world. The extent of the "mean" or "harassing" things I have said to you would be phrases like "you're honestly the worst person rn" when talking about being in discord and using voice activity when we were chilling in a channel and you had come in or "you're a fucking monster who uses some non push to talk shit" of which I don't understand how you would construe it as me telling you that you're a waste of space and should kill yourself and it honestly has me baffled.
If you ever feel like you want to kill yourself, there are help lines out there for that and they can be found here: 
Lifeline
SUICIDEPREVENTIONLIFELINE.ORG   and I would gladly link you to help or provide means of contacting actual professional help for it, and recommend taking your own personal counseling from a trained profession psychologist/therapist on it. That being said though the internet is not the place for you to vent your depression and potentially suicidal thoughts, xG has always encouraged those feeling like that to seek help and we have always taken a stance that after encouraging you to seek help about it to permanently ban because of liability and that it's not something that should be put on our servers/forums.
 
Lastly since certain individuals feel like they need to take what pear messages them and try to "call me out" that I'm harassing him or that I have a "history of being toxic and making people feel like shit" when they themselves are what they are describing rather than me. other than the typical trash talking and raging (which I don't normally do, 10manners and most other staff can attest to that) while in game, the extent of my interaction with pear can be found here because I don't typically talk to people in discord save for a select few that I'm not actually playing a game with: 
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you wont be missed

I have posted an old version of this song here but I have re-written a lot of the song ready for my uni interview tomorrow 

Don't come back.

? Aegean is gone ?

If you're not opposed to building a pc yourself (this sounds super daunting but actually isnt that hard after watching some videos and doing some reading) here are some resources to get started:
 
http://www.logicalincrements.com/
https://pcpartpicker.com/
https://www.reddit.com/r/buildapc/

you wont be missed

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The only true way is from the cow's titty.

After an even more incredibly successful community night last night (of 2/16/19), here's an inconsequential but somewhat informational thread about it.
Like I said, our turnout was massively successful with even more people than the last one (with a peak of ~23 people at once with around 30 different people that joined overall!); Thank you to everyone who attended!
Since I love creating problematic tasks to fulfill in the future, here's some vague info about one of the next community nights:
-One of the near future CN's will be Minecraft
     -The gamemode for this will be either Race to the Wool, or as @Bonk suggested (thanks), us splitting into two teams in a random survival world and trying to get all 16 colors of wool in order first.
-One of the other things I want to do for a future CN is a custom xG Golf-It night.
      -This would involve our own members creating maps beforehand for us to play during the community night; could be a fun way to show off skill (or lack thereof).
 
tl;dr - the GMod Community Night was a huge success, and I have big plans for the future. Still need to talk to @Aegean and @Arthman about the minecraft CN. The next one, by the way, will be 3/2/19, as we're now on the new schedule of one every other week.
Once again, huge thanks to everyone who came.

XD only that pizza was obsessed enough too look but I feel like, if I eating it, I would look like a fat bish that is ganna break the stairs to heaven.

I believe TF2 kidz can’t read Danny but I do enjoy kidz play cs:go division for some reasons ?

Division
Counter-Strike In-Game Name
owl Identity
owl Position
Other Time Active on Servers
yes Information
i would like to have division leader of the counter strike division i made the surf server the most popular xeno gamer counterstrikers server as well as minigames the server that has been recently soiled by the deep corruption among the higher ups made obvious to the public by the removal of the slap command
thank you for reading

Bring this back.
I have read the staff submission rules and meet the requirements for the division I'm applying for.
Yes

we understand you want to live out your schoolshooter fantasy danny, but please, have some class

I think this is a good point, but 10 mans are a drop in the ocean that is what is going on in xG discord. I understand that im to blame for this as im the one mostly in charge of the discord server and i've been really lenient on punishments, but holy fuck people really need to learn some basic manners. We're just shy of 800 people in discord (790ish last time i checked) and people are going around expressing their not so positive opinions about people that they "think" arent involved in the community any longer. This is not okay. I can understand if drama is fun and exciting, but if you spend your majority of your time talking shit about new, old or current community members in the public, official xG discord, and you think thats an okay thing to do you really need to take a good look at yourself and think about what you are saying to other people. This extends to a LOT of people in the xG discord as a whole i think, and im hopeful that we can just be a tiny tiny considerate and nice to others in the future.

I think this is a good point, but 10 mans are a drop in the ocean that is what is going on in xG discord. I understand that im to blame for this as im the one mostly in charge of the discord server and i've been really lenient on punishments, but holy fuck people really need to learn some basic manners. We're just shy of 800 people in discord (790ish last time i checked) and people are going around expressing their not so positive opinions about people that they "think" arent involved in the community any longer. This is not okay. I can understand if drama is fun and exciting, but if you spend your majority of your time talking shit about new, old or current community members in the public, official xG discord, and you think thats an okay thing to do you really need to take a good look at yourself and think about what you are saying to other people. This extends to a LOT of people in the xG discord as a whole i think, and im hopeful that we can just be a tiny tiny considerate and nice to others in the future.

I think this is a good point, but 10 mans are a drop in the ocean that is what is going on in xG discord. I understand that im to blame for this as im the one mostly in charge of the discord server and i've been really lenient on punishments, but holy fuck people really need to learn some basic manners. We're just shy of 800 people in discord (790ish last time i checked) and people are going around expressing their not so positive opinions about people that they "think" arent involved in the community any longer. This is not okay. I can understand if drama is fun and exciting, but if you spend your majority of your time talking shit about new, old or current community members in the public, official xG discord, and you think thats an okay thing to do you really need to take a good look at yourself and think about what you are saying to other people. This extends to a LOT of people in the xG discord as a whole i think, and im hopeful that we can just be a tiny tiny considerate and nice to others in the future.

I think this is a good point, but 10 mans are a drop in the ocean that is what is going on in xG discord. I understand that im to blame for this as im the one mostly in charge of the discord server and i've been really lenient on punishments, but holy fuck people really need to learn some basic manners. We're just shy of 800 people in discord (790ish last time i checked) and people are going around expressing their not so positive opinions about people that they "think" arent involved in the community any longer. This is not okay. I can understand if drama is fun and exciting, but if you spend your majority of your time talking shit about new, old or current community members in the public, official xG discord, and you think thats an okay thing to do you really need to take a good look at yourself and think about what you are saying to other people. This extends to a LOT of people in the xG discord as a whole i think, and im hopeful that we can just be a tiny tiny considerate and nice to others in the future.

I think this is a good point, but 10 mans are a drop in the ocean that is what is going on in xG discord. I understand that im to blame for this as im the one mostly in charge of the discord server and i've been really lenient on punishments, but holy fuck people really need to learn some basic manners. We're just shy of 800 people in discord (790ish last time i checked) and people are going around expressing their not so positive opinions about people that they "think" arent involved in the community any longer. This is not okay. I can understand if drama is fun and exciting, but if you spend your majority of your time talking shit about new, old or current community members in the public, official xG discord, and you think thats an okay thing to do you really need to take a good look at yourself and think about what you are saying to other people. This extends to a LOT of people in the xG discord as a whole i think, and im hopeful that we can just be a tiny tiny considerate and nice to others in the future.

Just going to make a reply to this, as Discord is not the ideal platform for something like this. @Dannypicacho
No, I don't think everything is harassment; However, using someone's name as an insult? That's harassment. Shit talking someone to the point where they leave the community? That's harassment.  Call me crazy, but are you not one of the people that pushed Icy to the point where he left the community? Sure, he may have fucked up as a DM, but that's kind of what's to be expected from someone who's new to a position of power. He might be toxic in ten manners, but that can be dealt with. My point is that there are other ways to solve these problems than going around beating people with the ugly stick. This sort of behavior makes everyone else look like an asshole. I mean, I don't have much room to talk because I know I can be toxic as fuck, but it's kind of embarrassing seeing staff members doing more hurting than helping in these situations. The entire point of me writing this thread was to make sure people at least made an attempt to help out.
Not going to call out any names, but a few specific staff members seriously need to get a fucking grip and play their role in the community. If you think for even a second that this applies to you, it most likely does.

@Icaybaby @lilbleed
 
Probably best to move this sort of discussion to a private setting. Not really the place for this sort of stuff.

I appreciate you putting in the effort for sticking up to your friend, but what he did isnt okay and he wont be unbanned for a while.
Also, use the form in the application menu next time ?
 
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