DepressedNeonNepp 154 Posted October 25, 2018 (edited) Hate me all you want but this I swear is my last thread. I've tried to work on myself but it clearly isn't good enough for any of you. You say you welcome back with open arms but since I've come back all I've been meet with is toxicity and constant hate for what I did over a month ago. I worked on myself for this community, to the point of getting out of a relationship because I tought it was stressing me out, but you don't care about my efforts. All you did was shit on them. I have tried so hard to become a better person for all of you, toxic or not, but you didn't care. You have.me shit for what I did over a month ago. You don't have things stay in the past but you keep them here, which is why I think I'm hated. Seriously, I feel bad for anyone who got or gets into the position I'm in, trying to be better but not being allowed to, bringing out the worst in them like I did. @FrostyBoiGrim you were always great friend and always cared about me staying. Your a great person and no one cares to know you to see that. @-Diphikult you were the best friend I could ever ask for. You were always there when I needed you and we're a great person in general. You helped me through so much and I will always respect you for that. Goodbye everyone. and Chance , I called you something terrible for you doing your job and I'm truly sorry for that. I truly like.few.people in this community and am.never coming back. I'm logging out of this account and never coming back, I'm going venturing for another community. Goodbye. I'm might respond to comments but probably not, because I know most of them will be giving me shit and telling me I'll come crawling back. Dannypicacho, I might have been toxic towards you but I never really hated you. Edited October 25, 2018 by DepressedNeonNepp Leave me alone (see edit history) 1 1 2 2 1 Goblins, hongkongatron, Spirit and 4 others reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Spirit 43 Posted October 25, 2018 Neon what the fuck, the issue isn't that anyone hates you, it's that you came back and immediately started pulling the same shit that you got called out for in the first place. See you in a few weeks. 2 1 4 Dannypicacho, hongkongatron, Thunder and 4 others reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DepressedNeonNepp 154 Posted October 25, 2018 I haven't spammed forms since my first time doing it. Get some fucking evidence before pulling that shit on me. As I said I'm NOT coming back. 2 1 1 1 4 hongkongatron, Krampus, Thorax_ and 6 others reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ABlueSkittle123 85 Posted October 25, 2018 See you pal. I tried, I'm sorry that I couldn't help in any way. I thought I helped you, however clearly this time you seem significantly more upset compared to the last time, so all I have to say is three things. One, Im here for you, even if you leave you can always talk to me and keep me updated. Im here for you. Two, Best of luck with your future endeavors, I hope you find a place that you think suits you more. Three, Im sorry that I couldn't help. Good luck with future endeavors and I only wish the best for you. By any chance you do come back I have to say this, Try and be kind, engage in friendly conversation, do your best to make up past errors. Just a hi or a little small talk with a past enemy and you can make them change what they think about you by a long shot. Hell, I upset someone a ton and then by engaging in a little conversation the next day and just like that there are no more issues. Just do your best to be positive, optimistic, and to make sure that you don't upset anyone by something you say.Of course, that means if you come back. Im always here for you. Goodbye pal. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
-Diphikult 35 Posted October 25, 2018 (´・_・`) You had some problems with some folks, and you weren't exactly perfect, but nobody is. What matters is how hard you try to improve, and if what you said is true, then I'd say you tried pretty damn hard. If you still feel unwanted by the community, even after all that, then maybe it's for the best that you find a new community. I'm not trying to say that everyone hated you or anything like that. It's just that you obviously have had problems with folks in the community, and haven't really enjoyed your time here. I wish you the best of luck finding a new community, hopefully you can find somewhere to start fresh. Don't stress, it's only a small piece of your big life, full of big things ヽ(*≧ω≦)ノ 1 1 hongkongatron and Dannypicacho reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DepressedNeonNepp 154 Posted October 25, 2018 @ABlueSkittle123 wasn't your fault. Don't apologise Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dannypicacho 273 Posted October 25, 2018 Okay 1 1 1 1 Jadow, DepressedNeonNepp, Spirit and 1 other reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SegFault 329 Posted October 25, 2018 Neon, I think something to note is the timeline in which all these things have happened is extremely short. You have to give time to be forgiven and prove you've put in work. You're always welcome back here but I think you've put out quite a few people by saying over and over what a shitty community some of us have spent weeks, months, and even years to create. If I were you, I would just work on making amends with others and think before you say something on the forums, discord, or in game. Best of luck wherever life takes you, wether that be in xG or not and let us know if there's anything we can do to help you. 4 Thunder, Spirit, Aegean and 1 other reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Red 198 Posted October 25, 2018 lol 1 1 Goblins and Dannypicacho reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DepressedNeonNepp 154 Posted October 25, 2018 Just because you spent a long time on it doesn't mean it's good And I never said it was shitty I said people in it are shitty 5 Thunder, SegFault, Thorax_ and 2 others reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Red 198 Posted October 25, 2018 1 minute ago, DepressedNeonNepp said: Just because you spent a long time on it doesn't mean it's good You're sounding ignorant as hell. 1 SegFault reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DepressedNeonNepp 154 Posted October 25, 2018 4 minutes ago, Red said: lol Reminds me of someone 1 Thorax_ reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Topaz 140 Posted October 25, 2018 This makes number three. The third time you have come back, and left within a few days. Look, I get that you are having issues, but it is incredibly frustrating when you say you want to better yourself and don't put in the effort. From what I have seen, almost nobody has been straight up toxic to you. They have given their feedback on what you need to improve on and how to go about it. I think it was made pretty clear from the post where you said you improved yourself, that we wanted to see it first. We wanted to actually see results, and it takes time to actually prove this. Here is where I think you are having issues, you are being incredibly short-sited and impatient. Time is the key, you have to put in the effort which does not happen instantly. @SegFault said it well (and while I was typing this so thanks for that.) Finally, please don't do something you regret, lik- 1 minute ago, DepressedNeonNepp said: Just because you spent a long time on it doesn't mean it's good Like that. But in all seriousness, this is an example of what we are talking about. Every time you leave you dig yourself a deeper hole, and when you want to come back it becomes harder and harder to climb out of it. Well, good luck with wherever life takes you. Also as Seg said, you are still welcome here. 1 1 1 4 Thunder, Spirit, YeEternalTuna and 4 others reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DepressedNeonNepp 154 Posted October 25, 2018 @Topaz use everything I said 6 minutes ago, DepressedNeonNepp said: Just because you spent a long time on it doesn't mean it's good And I never said it was shitty I said people in it are shitty I said I didn't think the actual community was shitty but people in it can be. 1 2 Arnude, Thorax_ and Red reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
QueenOfHearts 61 Posted October 25, 2018 A community is the people, so whether intentional or not, you are calling the community shitty. I wish you luck in future endeavours but realize that while a few people have slighted you, you have slighted people here quite a bit too 15 minutes ago, DepressedNeonNepp said: @Topaz use everything I said I said I didn't think the actual community was shitty but people in it can be. 2 Spirit and SyrixCoffeeWolf reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites